I am not going to state here that i’m a loyal slave, i know i am not. I jump from Goddess to Goddess, depending on my mood and my desire to be dominated. Often i just stop visit a certain Goddess because, at one point, She will do something that i consider “weak” or not what a Goddess should do… but there is one exception. One Great Diva Each and every time She got back online from some time off,…
Does it still make sense for me saying that i’m trying to stop? Am i really trying to stop my financial domination fetish? I’m starting to believe that…no, i won’t stop and i don’t want to stop. I keep spending more and more (just updated a few minutes ago my total spending, here, and it says 15.000$ so far this year) and, even worst, i don’t feel bad about it. I don’t know if it’s because lately i’ve met some…
There was a time when I thought my financial domination habit could be stopped, or that I could slow it down. Lately, it seems even are happening to make me understand that I will never be able to get out of it. Just when I thought I had enough troubles, last night I got an instant message from MsSupreme. All She said was this: “It’s time” I immediately knew what that was meaning, and my heart started beating fast. It…
Just a few minutes ago (while “working” here in office) i decided to update the page with all the money i spend on financial domination and what i saw scared me, even if it didn’t actually surprise me much. If i go on like this, in the whole 2013 i will spend about24.000$ ! That’s a huge amount of money, more than i’ve ever spent before. And why is that? Why? Well there is a name behind that reason: Miss Mira…
Ok i will say it again: i’m broke. Till monday my credit card is maxed out….so i can just…sit here and dream on free stuff…and that hurts, a lot. I’ve been browsing around pictures for a while tonight, and some of them are really driving me crazy…i’ll post them here and well…if you’ll click on them you’ll see whom they belong to…
My card is maxed out. Yeah… it’s actually the first time that this happens to me since i started into this financial domination mess. And it’s not because of the money spent online, but just for other kind of expenses that concentrated in a week… So…i’m here, in the usual need to be under a mistress spell…and i can’t as i have no money to spend online. Constant denial, this is what it looks like to me.
very now and then, it just happens. No one of the Goddesses i normally visit is online, but i feel the need to go on cam…and so i start browsing… usually nothing special happens…then… sometimes i meet an incredibly gorgeous girl whom shows also A LOT of power… that was the case the other night, when EyesCandy (that’s her nickname) raped my wallet by 500$. No words can easily describe her beauty, although i could easily say that she looks…
This is a lesson I’m learning through time and huge mistakes: if I stay away from financial domination, I’m always ending up spending more when I get back to it (because I always do). The same thing happened last night when, after about a month of low expenses, I saw a Goddess was online and I couldn’t stop myself from visiting her again. Again, She was absolutely stunning. After a while that we were just talking (well I was trying…
It has been nearly 3 months since i’ve last updated the page where i keep track of the money i spend on financial domination (this page)…and i guess it was because i KNEW this was NOT going well at all. I’m spending way more than any other moment of my life…surely way more than when i’ve started this blog… i guess i will just have to give up to my fetish…and acknowledge the fact that i will never stop my…
(Article originally posted on December 12th, 2012) Life is unfair. Recently i noticed some improvements in my financial domination addiction, i thought i was keeping it under control: didn’t get the same excitement, didn’t get the same “need” to serve Goddesses… so yes, i was quite satisfied about it (even if still not happy, that’s a different story). Then, today, One Great Diva showed up and pushed me back into the worst period of this nightmare. She didn’t show any…