No matter how much i try to avoid her, i always end up at this: i start to miss One Great Diva, my true and only Financial Domination Queen. About a month ago (or mayb it’s more, i can’t even guess the time…looks a century to me) i asked and obtained from her the permission to take a pause, as i noticed it was starting to be way too risk for my financial situation. So i went back to see…
…i will fall into Miss Olivia’s power. I always had a pretty unique feeling for Her: sometimes i feel like i can be strong and even ignore Her, sometimes i just fall as soon as She tells me “Come in”. It’s unique..peculiar…and feels a bit dangerous. Why? Because deep inside i get the feeling that, sooner or later, She will get me for good…and maybe even ruin me more than others. She never looks like she’s in a hurry or…
It’s getting worst. Since she raped me a few days ago, i updated my current status page and…it didn’t look good at all. I’m spending way more than last two years….and it doesn’t look like i can stop. I keep going there, looking for those Financial Domme i know but also always to seek for new ones…as if i’m always looking for more women to rape my wallet… this is not going to stop…