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Miss Olivia: should i really run away?

Miss Olivia: should i really run away?

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One year has passed since i’ve started this blog. As the name suggests, i was and still am (i think) trying to run away from my financial slavery addiction: too much money spent, too much risk to spend even more. I had to stop.

But after a year of failure, as i ended up spending even more, i think i met the one Mistress that really made me think, for the first time, if this decision to run away is what i really want.

Could it be that i just want to…take a break? Let this bad financial moment in my life pass, and then start again as before? Why should i deny what i am? Why should i deny what really excites me?

I met Miss Olivia online a few days ago, one of those nights when my need to be dominated is higher than my desire to run away from that. Of course she immediatly shocked my for her bauty, but what really made me think a lot in the following days is how that videochat went.

We had a long, interesting, facinating, surprising conversation. It was like she could read my mind, my emotions, my thoughts as no one before. At one point she asked me “Are you sure you want to run away?”. I didn’t answer to that question, i didn’t have an answer. At least not a complete honest answer. And i still don’t.

Her intelligence is beyond anything you can imagine to meet, especially online in a videochat. You can feel how her mind is superior than yours, and one thing that you notice immediatly is that it’s not easy to be accepted as her slave.

She doesn’t take anyone. First she wants to understand the way you are, what you are really looking for, what are your desires. And after that…she is the one deciding if you are worth her attention or not. In my case… all we did was talk, even in a nice way…but at the end of that chat… i just couldn’t stop thinking about her. More than any other Mistress i met before. She is into my brain, and there is no way i can let her go now. And i believe this is because she KNOWS i could be really and deeply submitted only by words, only by a beautiful woman that would use words in a perfect way.

So i’m here today asking myself: how can i run away from Miss Oliva? Is that what i really want? Will i be able to stay away from her for long?

It has been a long year, mostly spent (literally) with the three Mistresses that brought me into all this mess (OneGreatDiva and MsSupreme)…but now that a new year starts…it seems that another one, Miss Olivia, will put a stop on all my intentions to run away.

I am confused tonight…especially because i am writing these things and i don’t feel, inside my brain, the usual voice saying “this is wrong, you need to run away”. The only voice i hear into my brain is Miss Olivia’s, and she’s saying:

Are you sure you want to run away from me?

5 rules to approach a Mistress in Videochat

5 rules to approach a Mistress in Videochat

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What happened today really surprised (and honoured me): one of my goddesses posted a comment to my blog! At first i was (and well, still am) VERY excited by this…but the nature of the comment made me think a lot: she is angry.

Luckly she’s not angry with me (or well, not yet), but she is with some of the guys coming to her video after reading about Her on my blog because…well they just don’t know how to properly approach a Mistress online: so that’s why i thought about writing this sort of guide, especially because after all this time, i think to know what should be done. I believe this set of rules is valid for any cam session you might have, but in my case it has always been my favoirte cam site (this one)
1. Don’t think she can read your mind
That’s probably the main mistake many guys do. They think that because of She is a Mistress, She knows immediatly what the guy visiting her chat for the first time is into. Wrong. There are so many different kind of slaves, that you NEED to at least give her some hints of what you are looking for. Of course i know how hard it is to talk while you are in presence of a Mistress, but try to at least give her some hints!

2. If you are not into domination, just don’t visit her
Many Mistresses are of course incredibly beautiful women, so they also attract other kind of guys (not only slaves). But if she is a Mistress, don’t expect she will do anything else than dominate you! If you are looking for a Barbie Doll that will undress for you, just go somewhere else!

3. Entertain her
It can be with words, with actions, with gifts…anything. But try to be a bit active during the chat, that will most probably entertain the Mistress and the whole experience will be much better. But be careful: don’t be too active, always respect what She wants!

4. Don’t ask Her to do things for you
You are there to serve Her, not the other way around. If She wants to use your weaknesses (that you need to tell her or let her guess) then she will, if she doesn’t want to don’t ask her to. She’s there to be served and spoiled, not to entertain you. But be sure that if She is a great Mistress, She will use your weaknesses against you, she surely will.

5. Be patient
There is no Mistress out there that likes to run for us, slaves. She will take Her time, She will decide how long You will have to stay before having the chance to see anything. She is in charge during the videochat, not you. So just be patient and follow her.

WARNING!
Follow these simple rules and you will surely be in trouble as i am. But that’s what, deep inside, we are all looking for, aren’t we?

She said i’m a cashcow

She said i’m a cashcow

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How could i deny that? She raped my wallet once again. And this time her weapon was… a new webcam. It may seems nothing to you…but try to look at the video below and compare it with the previous videos i made. It does make a lot of difference. Because now She shines in all her beauty, in all her power.

And what could i think about the outfit she was wearing? A shiny shirt almost exploding, a short skirt, stockings, and new high heel shiny shoes…

No, there is NO WAY i will ever escape. I’m a cashcow, as she said. And she surely knows very well how to milk me.

And by the way…with this videochat i made what i didn’t want to make at the beginning of this blog: i spent more than what i’ve spent last year. Yes, as you can see in the Current Status page, till now i spent more than 2009…. in january i promised myself to spend just one thousand dollars…now i’m at ten thousand dollars.

I’m screwed…but i won’t stop…she is too much for me…i can’t stop visiting her…can’t.

When MsSupreme decides to drain you…

When MsSupreme decides to drain you…

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There is no escape. Whenever MsSupreme decides you are the moneyslave that it’s time to drain, there is no way you can avoid that. I’ve learned that in the hard way a few nights ago. I wanted to resist, i really wanted to stop my financial domination weakness and avoid her from draining me but… she told me:

“i have a new pair of pantyhose, join me”

How could i resist? I went into her room…and she started to tease me using my fetishes: pantyhose, feet, high heels, sexy looks.

She has it all, and when she decides to use them against you, there is no escape. I just remained there while she was draining me… and while i was there, she also showed me that i wasn’t alone: there were 3 other slaves in her videochat.

So yes, i’m not alone to recognise her incredible power, i’m not the only one she’s draining…but that’s obvious: she can drain every man she wants… she just needs to look in the cam and start teasing… there is no escape from that.

This is a video i made after she ordered me so… i spent a long time making this…but that’s what she wanted…there is no way i could say no to her, no way.

My newest nightmare: MsSupreme

My newest nightmare: MsSupreme

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I thought i had enough Mi$tre$$e$ to worry about, with Diva and others, but I was way wrong… seems like there was still space for something those two didn’t “hit”…

A few nights ago I was online, wondering if I would have been safe, as none of those two seemed to be online… I made the mistake to start browsing profiles here… And then I saw her: MsSupreme. From the pictures, I immediately saw her perfect feet… honestly, i had never ever seen such perfect feet in my entire life… I was like drooling on the screen… i had to go and see her live. Moreover, because, at first, i didn’t see she was a Financial Mistress…so i thought to just go in and see her feet.

Boy, I was wrong. She immediately understood how feet make me weak…and she used them to hypnotize me and… rape my wallet. I spent more than an hour on her videochat, and those were not the only money I spent.

She has an incredible face that can move from angelic to evil in a second, and when she put her cam on the floor… I was just unable to go anywhere.

So yes… now I have another nightmare to worry about: MsSupreme. She even gave me a video and ordered me to put it online…and I did it…of course.