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It’s time to slow down

It’s time to slow down

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I’ve waited a bit to write this post because I first wanted to see if I was on the right path if I was able to keep my word. So far so good, some would say, so here I am telling you all about my good intentions.

Things were out of control

Ever since I sort of “made peace” with an old friend of mine (hint: I started using the best cam site for a paypig again), my spendings on financial domination sessions have been skyrocketing. You can see it yourself here, just take a look at the last three months of 2020 and January 2021. I have been spending the same in the past, but since 2016 I have never spent so much for so many months in a row. 

That site “exposed” me to an endless list of temptations, and I just started to taste all of them, ending up spending way too much.

I don’t regret it

Let me be clear: I am happy about those months. I had so many great sessions (and yes, also wasted some money on some really bad ones) and, on top of that, I was lucky enough to find my new obsession. The one I had my last session with, at the very beginning of February. The one I wrote about here: UltimateGoddess.

So, again, I really have no reason to regret those months: but you know what I’m like, I always want to stay inside my balance. I never want my spendings on financial domination to end up hurting the people I love most, never want my sins to be the cause of some troubles in real life. 

What I am planning to do

Here’s the tough part: writing down what my plans are and…try to stick to them. I have never been good at keeping the promises I make here on this blog, I have never managed to keep even one of them. I mean, this blog started with “I am writing here as I hope it will help me to stop“…and that was 11 years ago… so I don’t really look like being good in keeping my promises. But let me try once again.

My plan is to drastically reduce my financial domination spendings (meaning, no spendings at all) for at least two months. I am writing this after one month since my last session, so it seems I’m on the right path to this…but I still have to go a long way. As you all know, this is easier to be said than done, temptations are everywhere and, let’s face it, spending less doesn’t bring any sort of pleasure but… I’ll try my best. I need to slow down a bit, can’t really go on spending that much every month. I have to find a way to resist the temptation. I’ll keep myself busy perhaps, I’m not sure yet.

As you can tell, I am not sure if I will succeed, but rest assured that you will be the first to know on the pages of this blog.

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My Financial Domination 2020 in review

My Financial Domination 2020 in review

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I don’t usually make recaps of the past year, since I prefer to look forward, and I stopped doing new year resolutions ever since I’ve noticed I…suck at respecting them.

But 2020 was a unique year, probably one we will all never forget…so what the Hell, let’s take a look at mine and see how it was, Financial Domination wise (my personal life is another story…and stays personal ?)

So how was my 2020?

I’ve spent a lot

I spent nearly as double as in 2019, ending up with a total of 14,287,91$. And I think this deserves some sort of deep analysis, to at least understand why and, perhaps, look for a possible solution. Even if, to be honest, “solution” does seem a bit drastic: in the end, it’s not like I went broke or didn’t give my family all they needed and wanted so..was it really that bad?

You see, there are a couple of reasons why I think I’ve spent so much, and the pandemic did also have a key role in all this. 

Obviously, as you can see from the graph above, the first months of the pandemic were pretty bad for me, especially for my mood. As I think everyone did, this whole thing looked just too horrible to be true, and the last thing I thought about was having a session…but we, humans, always adapt to any situation so…

Thing is, my personal earnings in 2020 have been really good (yes, partially thanks to the pandemic), actually higher than ever. It’s not like I’m a millionaire of course, but when things are that good, one of the main reasons why we all always try to control our spendings simply isn’t as convincing as it should be.

Another thing that made me feel less worried while spending, was that I didn’t have to face some particular big expenses for the family this year: the pandemic brought away any chance to have a proper vacation and, generally, working from home made me spendt a bit less even to just go to work. 

The last reason why I’ve spent a lot is explained below…

I made peace with an old friend

If you are reading my blog for enough time, you will perhaps remember when I wrote which one is, in my opinion, the best cam site for a slave (if you haven’t, I suggest you click the link and read it). It has been the one where I’ve met most of the wonderful Goddesses I serve, and the one that always gave me the best experience ever.

The thing is…a few years ago I had to stop using it. I won’t go into many details, but let’s say that I just didn’t have a “technical” way to be able to use it anymore, if not for browsing pictures. This reduced A LOT the chances for me to have sessions with Goddesses and basically made for me almost impossible to find new really good ones. 

Well, around November 2020 this changed: I managed to solve the issue I had and started using the site again. A blessing for the chances to see so many beautiful Goddesses, a bit of a problem for my spendings and my ability to keep them under control.

I started serving new Goddesses

I haven’t spoken about them on this blog since I’m not sure I am allowed to (I’ll need to ask their permission first of course), but around the end of 2020, I was blessed by luck and had a few fantastic sessions with a couple of Goddesses I’ve never served before. The thrill that those sessions gave me was quite high, and I am really looking forward to seeing what my 2021 with them will bring.

How about yours?

So I told you how my financial domination year was, my ups and downs…how about yours? I would love to read in the comments here below what your 2020 was like, and I really hope you’ll spend some time writing about it here ?

Covid-19 Impact on Financial Domination

Covid-19 Impact on Financial Domination

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2020 is nearly coming to an end, and for sure it was a super tough year. The Covid-19 pandemic hit all our lives like nothing else ever did it before and, for most of us, it also had a very important economic impact.

But did it impact Financial Domination?

I was curious about this because, let’s face it, being a moneyslave is not something we are very smart in taking control of, so even in a situation like this I’m not sure many of us are able to lower their spending. Or so I thought at least.

I decided to run a small poll on my Twitter, which of course is nothing realistic or deterministic (hell I’m not a celebrity with millions of followers!), but it did get about a hundred votes which, at least, could give a vague idea of the whole situation.

As you can see, most of us spent less during this pandemic. So we can control ourselves after all or, most probably, most of us are in such a bad economic situation that they simply don’t have money for Financial Domination.

If it is of any consolation guys, this pandemic is going to be over sooner or later, and, rest assured, Financial Domination will still be there. Goddesses will be spoiled, slaves will be drained. That’s who we are, and it’s not going to change “just” because of a global pandemic.

Stay safe.

Never spend as much as in May

Never spend as much as in May

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This is getting way out of control. Last month i’ve spent more than i’ve ever spent in a month on financial domination… more than 2.000$.

I thought i could fight, i thought i could resist…but it seems pointless…perhaps i should gave up alltogether and just embrace my real nature of Money Slave.

Or perhaps i should try real time domination, meeting up with one of my Goddesses…perhaps that would give me the definitive answer: am i a real moneyslave, or am i just a useless videochat wanker?

In any case….this is not looking good at all… i shouldn’t spend that much…i keep saying it…but yet…i keep spending more and more…