It was getting closer and closer…it was going to happen, the moment i have been waiting for and dreaming of since months. Finally, i would have been able to experience a live, real life, moneyslavery session. During all those months i have been thinking of what it could have happened, making it like the perfect moment ever for me, as a moneyslave. Everything was perfect.
But.
It was probably perfect only in my head. I wanted it to happen so badly, that i lost sight of a few things that were just not right. A few missing spots. A few “not so perfect” things. When the moment came, i just opened my eyes on these things…and decided that no, it was not going to happen. When it will happen, it will have to be perfect…at least in my head. I will do it when i won’t have any doubts on what i’m going to do.
And before you ask, no, it had nothing to do with the Goddess i was going to make it with. Only my fault, only in my head something just… did not “click”. Maybe it will happen in the future, maybe it won’t. But this time, it would have just been not right to do it.
It’s no secret that, since about January, the one that really and completely “got me” (or, better said, the one that owns me) is Princess Jessy. Not only because of Her incredibly beauty, but also because of Her fantastic attitude, sex appeal and….well, and of course the fact that She lives VERY close to me…making it possible to imagine a real session…
And it seems that the real session is coming soon…in August to be precise. But to have that…i have to follow Her orders. And the first one She gave me was: no cams till we meet.
That means no cams till…half august if not more. Will i be able to stay away from all the other Goddesses for so long? Yes, i will. Because that will bring me to my biggest dream. It will allow me to be at Her feet. So i will SURELY follow her rules. Good bye cams. Good bye Goddesses. There is a time to follow the rules…and this is that time.
It’s growing…my addiction for Princess Jessy Bernini is growing… and growing… and growing. Till now i thought it was just because of Her beauty, Her attitude, Her passion for expensive nylons and shoes… but it’s more than that, and what happened last night just made me understand it more.
She didn’t even ask me to go and see Her, She didn’t even dress up, She didn’t even have to tease me into that. I just NEEDED to spend time with Her. So i actually begged Her to show up online, saying i totally didn’t care of the way she would have been dressed…all i wanted was to spend some time with Her.
And that’s what happened. Although, of course, she was looking stunning even without nylons or any fancy shoes. She had just a pair of black and white woolen stockings, and a short dress. But She is just too gorgeous.. too sexy…. too smart.
What happened? Time just started flying… and after a while i got kicked out of Her chatroom because i didn’t have any more money on my credit card. I spent 1000$ without even noticing it.
And i am sure this won’t even be the last time this happens… it will happen again…because there is no way i can avoid spending time with Her…no way.
What’s happening with Jessy Princess Bernini is surely something totally new to me…something i didn’t even think it could have been possible. The way She rapes my wallet is, more or less, the same as other did in the past (from her videochat, that is)…but there is more with Her.
Most probably the first “special” thing about Her is, easily, the fact that she’s italian and actually lives in Florence…the same city i work in. That has to do a HUGE part on making me feel this all as something totally new…more intense.
But it’s not just that. And, obviously, it’s not just her beauty. It’s the fact that she’s smart, funny and…doesn’t play any kind of part. She’s herself all the time…and this is more than enough for me to feel the NEED to spoil her as much as i can.
And that’s what happened tonight. She took 700$ from me in about 30 minutes. She was gorgeous (and funny too), dressed in a short tight dress and black pantyhose… and now.. i’m just looking forward for the next time that she will allow me to see Her..doesn’t happen that often…because.. she’s not playing a part, she’s doing this when she feels like doing it.
I have to admit, when Gisy Scerman wrote me an e-mail asking if She could interview me… i was VERY surprised. I mean…. i’m just a slave as many others in the end…why would people be interested in what i have to say?
I stopped asking this question to myself and just started answering the questions, amazed by Gisy’s skills in making them, and… i guess it came out quite better than i thought. We spoke about everything… from how i came to moneyslavery…till what i think of the so many “Goddesses” that just don’t have a clue of what they are doing.
The full interview (in english) is avaliable here. I will post below a couple of questions that i think might be interesting.
First of all…the “big” question..
What is a real money slave? And why do you think you are one?
First, I have to say that I consider myself like an unusual money slave, one with big shortcomings. I spend my money only during cam sessions (there are different reasons and one is that doing it this way is easier to justify the bills) so I cannot think of myself as a real money slave. A real moneyslave does not care in which way he spends his money, just whom is he spending it for(his Mistress). Frankly, I do not believe that one could be a slave without having any kind of erotic feelings/attachments (I am not referring to nudity, but seduction, a gaze, anything…). I think that Findom is based on going crazy for a woman. A man, I think, gets crazy for a girl when he stops thinking with his brain and starts thinking with the other brain, the one between his legs.
And then… let’s make some names… and one name that i’ve never spoke about before on this blog…
Could you say the name of some Money Mistresses that you admire? Is there any Italian one?
About foreign Mistresses there would be a lot and everyone has a different reason to be nominated, but, hands down, OneGreatDiva is the Money Mistress with capital M, no doubt. There is an Italian Money Mistress that I admire, but I never served her, I interact with her occasionally, I think she is exceptional, she is Jessy Princess Bernini. I never served her because I’m very scared. I think that the main reason of my fear is the fact that she lives so close to me (in the same city where I work: Florence). She is the one who I dreamed most to serve in real life.
Again…i don’t really know if any of you would have interest in reading the whole (quite long) interview…but… i have to admit… it was a nice surprise, so i thought about posting about it…
By the way, Gisy Scerman is not just a great writer…but also a beautiful woman (and a domme). Be sure to visit her Clips4Sale here: http://clips4sale.com/87103
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