It’s gonna happen, and it’s gonna happen soon. I will meet Her. I will be closer to Her. I will be in Her presence…unable to escape by just switching off a computer. I won’t be able to run away with just a click of the mouse. I will be with Her, in the same room, car, road, whatever it will be.

I have NO idea what will happen. I have NO idea what She will decide that to be like. I know for sure that She knows everything that makes me weak…i just don’t know if and how much She will want to take advantage of it.

But it’s going to happen. I will meet Her for real. There is no going back. It’s set. It’s decided. It’s just a matter of days now.

My first book is now available

Inside The Mind Of A PayPig

After 15+ years inside financial domination, I finally wrote a book about obsession, shame, desire and the questions I am still trying to answer.

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