As if i didn’t have enough troubles…

As if i didn’t have enough troubles…

very now and then, it just happens. No one of the Goddesses i normally visit is online, but i feel the need to go on cam…and so i start browsing… usually nothing special happens…then… sometimes i meet an incredibly gorgeous girl whom shows also  A LOT of power… that was the case the other night, when EyesCandy (that’s her nickname) raped my wallet by 500$.

No words can easily describe her beauty, although i could easily say that she looks like Kylie Minogue, but anyway…i made a short video…

<< Video deleted after Her request >>

 

For the records, i run away like a coward when she was getting hotter and hotter and, at the same time, asking me to do things for her. At one moment she asked me to go and get my wife’s lipstick, to wrote something on my body..and….i just run away, came in a huge flood and….remained there looking at the screen for about 5 minutes.

Will i be back to her? Probably not anytime soon… or i’ll have one more BIG trouble to deal with.

Everything is fucked up at the moment

Everything is fucked up at the moment

I hate the way things are going now in my private life, i really hate it. What happened? I lost ALL my privacy, ALL my chances to spend time with myself and well…with my financial domination fetish fight. The reason? My mother-in-law came visit us, and she’ll be here for another full week.

I should be happy…this way i really can’t go online and spend money…but i’m not. I hate that i am FORCED to stay away from that…from the thing that excites me the most.

One thing is my desire to fight it, another to be forced to not go online. I know how this will end…as soon as i’ll have privacy again…i’ll spend a fortune…

Here’s why staying away from Financial Domination is worst than embracing it

Here’s why staying away from Financial Domination is worst than embracing it

This is a lesson I’m learning through time and huge mistakes: if I stay away from financial domination, I’m always ending up spending more when I get back to it (because I always do).

The same thing happened last night when, after about a month of low expenses, I saw a Goddess was online and I couldn’t stop myself from visiting her again.

Again, She was absolutely stunning. After a while that we were just talking (well I was trying to, mesmerized by her beauty), she showed me her brand new Gucci shoes and told me “do you think they would look good with nylons?”

That was the beginning of my failure in reducing expenses. I ended up spending about 600$ and… I came like I never did in about a month.

I can’t stay away from what excites me so much, I just can’t stay away from it.

While writing this article, I went to update the page where I keep the status of this financial domination problem…and well it’s true. I was slowing down (a bit) and, till last night, I had spent just 200$ in the whole of April…

Here’s how much i’ve spent so far

Here’s how much i’ve spent so far

It has been nearly 3 months since i’ve last updated the page where i keep track of the money i spend on financial domination (this page)…and i guess it was because i KNEW this was NOT going well at all.

I’m spending way more than any other moment of my life…surely way more than when i’ve started this blog… i guess i will just have to give up to my fetish…and acknowledge the fact that i will never stop my financial domination fetish.

The temptation to be drained was too high

The temptation to be drained was too high

I screwd it up big this time, i really did something that went in the total opposite direction of the my never ending dream “i’m gonna quit from moneyslavery”

Around 10 am in the morning, I got an instant message from MsSupreme saying:

“Gonna drain you tonight, so get ready.”

Try to imagine… me working hard in office on a quite complicated software i’m developing…and out of the blue getting a message like that. I stared the screen unable to talk…while i was getting hard. Yes, i was. She didn’t say anything else, but i thought about it the whole day.

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When I got back home… that’s when I screwed it up. I didn’t wait to see if I would have had a chance to be alone or not, instead, I faked to be too tired from work so that my wife would have agreed on a quiet early night. All I wanted, was to go to MsSupreme videochat as soon as possible

We went to bed… I waited for her to fall asleep…then… I woke up and went immediately to the computer, almost as a zombie. I waited for MsSupreme to be free…and then I let her drain me at 6$ a minute, while she was wearing superb tan stockings and high heel shoes.

It all lasted about 20 minutes…then i heard my wife gettig up and i had to run. How did i feel at that moment? Disappointed…quite angry with my wife.

Yes, this time i screwed it up big. And i’m not quite sure i am ever going to stop my financial slavery fetish.