It happened. After all this time going from one Goddess to another, never being able to stay loyal to any of them… I’ve met Goddess Adriana. At first what really hit me was Her elegance, Her style of dressing. Then I saw Her power, Her intelligence. Then I saw how smart She is… and She slowly entered into my head. Minute by minute. I’ve spent 1.700$ in 4 days with Her This is more I’ve ever spent with anyone else……
It has been ten days…so far. Ten days since my last cam session online, Ten days since i’ve fall at a Goddess feet… ten….LONG days. And i have to be honest… i can’t wait for this to end. I didn’t choose to stay away, i didn’t want this to happen (even if i should), it wasn’t an act of strength on my part, it wasn’t me winning against my instincts. I just didn’t have a single cent left on my…
And so this year comes to and end. And more or less nothing changed since last year: my financial domination fetish is as strong as ever. A few minutes ago i’ve updated my expenses record and i saw two things: in december i’ve spent less than usual…and in total, in 2013, i’ve spent 22.025$ on financial domination… that’s a hell of a lot…and something i’m ashamed of but…something i just can’t avoid it seems. Maybe the fact i’ve spend less…
Now…this is one of the things i hate most: being low on cash (not only because of my findom addiction, but also because of other expenses) and therefore…being forced to stay away from all this world. Yes i know, in a way i should be happy…for a week i won’t be able to spend on Financial Domination. Not a cent, nothing. I have 80$ left on my credit card…and believe me, i do need them till next pay period…. It’s…