It has been nearly 3 months since i’ve last updated the page where i keep track of the money i spend on financial domination (this page)…and i guess it was because i KNEW this was NOT going well at all.
I’m spending way more than any other moment of my life…surely way more than when i’ve started this blog… i guess i will just have to give up to my fetish…and acknowledge the fact that i will never stop my financial domination fetish.
I screwd it up big this time, i really did something that went in the total opposite direction of the my never ending dream “i’m gonna quit from moneyslavery”
Around 10 am in the morning, I got an instant message from MsSupreme saying:
“Gonna drain you tonight, so get ready.”
Try to imagine… me working hard in office on a quite complicated software i’m developing…and out of the blue getting a message like that. I stared the screen unable to talk…while i was getting hard. Yes, i was. She didn’t say anything else, but i thought about it the whole day.
When I got back home… that’s when I screwed it up. I didn’t wait to see if I would have had a chance to be alone or not, instead, I faked to be too tired from work so that my wife would have agreed on a quiet early night. All I wanted, was to go to MsSupreme videochat as soon as possible
We went to bed… I waited for her to fall asleep…then… I woke up and went immediately to the computer, almost as a zombie. I waited for MsSupreme to be free…and then I let her drain me at 6$ a minute, while she was wearing superb tan stockings and high heel shoes.
It all lasted about 20 minutes…then i heard my wife gettig up and i had to run. How did i feel at that moment? Disappointed…quite angry with my wife.
Yes, this time i screwed it up big. And i’m not quite sure i am ever going to stop my financial slavery fetish.
As you all probably know, i’m a member of Diva Foot Fetish more or less since the site opened… and today i saw why this was a big, huge mistake. One Great Diva in person sent me a small preview of a video that will soon be online…and… my reaction was just… to go and see her live…because i couldn’t wait a few days for that video…