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Month: July 2012

Saved by an Angel

Saved by an Angel

As i wrote a few days ago, lately i’ve been spending a lot of time with a new camgirl. She’s not a domme (or at least she’s not one…used to a while ago, long story), but she’s beautiful, funny, smart and intelligent: a girl i could spend hours with, a girl i could see myself going crazy for (but it won’t happen, believe it or not i DO care of my family).

So well, last night she acted as sort of an Angel, saving me from another wallet raping.

It was one of those nights when all i wanted was for one of the gorgeous goddesses here being online, so that i could let her dominate me…but none of them was online. So i had to feed my hunger somehow and, as it often happens, i ended up visiting a domme i’ve never visited before (this one, in case you are curious).

To my surprise, She was really good. Beautiful, strong, dressed to kill (black stockings, black high heels, short dress). She was doing everything perfect, and when She changed her nylons in some tan stockings, i was totally lost.

She was already at 5$ per minute, and ordered me to switch to private one one one (about 7$ a minute). There she finished putting on those tan nylons…and started being more and more demanding. Then…She ordered me to go out and come back in, she would have raised her price.

When she went offline to change price, i was shocked but more than ready to get in again.

But…

I gave a quick look at who was online…and there She was. The Angel. I didn’t even think twice, i went in to see her, to talk to her.

As usual, it was a magnificient time. We just talked and laughed for about 1 hour, with a bit of teasing here and there, but nothing too strong. Just a fantastic time with a fantastic looking girl. It was great.

Yes, in the end i spent nearly 300$ with her as well…but i like to think last night She saved me from a bigger wallet raping…and surely she gave me a much better time.

MsSupreme took 900$ from my wallet

MsSupreme took 900$ from my wallet

And so it happened. I knew it was going to, as I wrote a few days ago on this blog: MsSupreme was going to rape my wallet, and it happened.

It was a few nights ago…all She had to do was telling me she was online and invite me (well, order me) to come in: I executed the order as I was really missing the view of her perfect arched feet in nylons… and there She was.

Wearing a short dress, pink high heels, and tan pantyhose…outstanding outfit. Moreover, she was in one of those nights when all she wants is to take money…and that’s why she immediately showed me the cash she got that day from another slave. Plenty of euros, I didn’t even manage to count them while she was waving them in front of me…it was so hypnotic…

This time she allowed me to see her on Skype…and boy it DOES make a big difference. Video quality is incredibly high there, and her beauty was shining even more…impossible to resist. I just looked at her for a long time…do not even know for how long..all I know is that She took 600$…and that 2 days after that, she took 300$ more just by telling me “hey, come in a second, I wanna show you something”. I made a short video of the first night…just to show you all how gorgeous and irresistible she was…

Ignored, hiding, falling, soon to be drained

Ignored, hiding, falling, soon to be drained

This is surely a peculiar (if not weird) period for me, that could be summarized by the title of this post: Ignored, hiding, falling and soon to be drained.

Ignored

One of the Goddesses i’m mostly weak for, is ignoring me recently. I don’t blame her, as more than once i’ve been “exploding” just while she was asking to send a paypal tribute. Most probably She’s giving attention to slaves that are more worth than me, but the more She ignores me, the more i desire to be drained by Her again.

Hiding

Yes, i’m hiding from my biggest nightmare: One Great Diva .
I know very well that She is the one capable to totally hypnotize me, completely make me weak and unable to do anything but what She orders me to do. That’s why i’m hiding from Her. After a few weeks She’s back online, and i keep looking at her pictures online but i’m making sure She doesn’t find me online…because i know that one word from Her is all i would need to fall again into her power.

Falling

This is peculiar. Recently i’ve been spending A LOT with a girl that’s not even a Mistress, even if She has her “dominant moments” (as she likes to call them). She’s gorgeous, she’s smart, funny, intelligent and very very open mindend. The woman i could easily fall for…she is maybe even more dangerous than the Goddesses, for my marriage. As i’ve always said, i could never leave my wife for a Goddess, i could never fall in love for a Mistress…but what about this girl? I’m lucky that, till now, she doesn’t want any kind of contact outside videochat…so in a way it’s all reduced to the videochat world…but still…i spent hours in private chat with her, and not at a cheap price…and many times she didn’t even tease me, just talked…and it felt really good.

Soon to be drained

This is going to happen VERY soon. MsSupreme told me She’s waiting for a new pair of shoes, and as soon as She gets them, She will drain me. This is the kind of thing i can’t resist from: a Goddess chasing me, ordering me to serve her, ordering me to go and see her because She knows there’s something She will use to make me weak…and MsSupreme totally knows how to make me weak…She does. And it will happen soon, maybe even tonight…or tomorrow.

So well…that’s it. I was just feeling like sharing what’s going on these days with this mess that is my life.