It’s Valentine today… and a good husband should be thinking only about his wife… but the thing is…i’m sick, and therefore I didn’t go to work. So I was home this morning…wife away for a couple of hours…and I saw… Goddess Ishtar online. The temptation was too high…and I asked Her if I could go and see her… “for a bit” I said. Obviously, nothing stops until She says so… therefore we spent 1 hour together…she took about 300$ from…
Does it still make sense for me saying that i’m trying to stop? Am i really trying to stop my financial domination fetish? I’m starting to believe that…no, i won’t stop and i don’t want to stop. I keep spending more and more (just updated a few minutes ago my total spending, here, and it says 15.000$ so far this year) and, even worst, i don’t feel bad about it. I don’t know if it’s because lately i’ve met some…
Till a few minutes ago i was on Miss Olivia’s videochat… nothing new…but….the really new and never happened before thing for me is that my wife is in the other room ironing…. She is awake…she could have caught my anytime…and this was exciting…really exciting… Miss Olivia was wearing back deluxe cuban stockings, red high heels and matching lingerie…She was magnificient…. After about 20 minutes i sort of run away…because i just realised what i was doing…what i was risking…even though…something…
I am weak, and that’s a fact i’ve learned the hard way. But i also understood that i am weak only when i am…made weak. Usually i’m a quite strong man but… how can anyone resist Diva’s look? The other night i went to see her again…well, to be honest, she ordered me to.. and while i was there…she gave me this look, while asking for money. How, how, how can anyone resist this look? Made me so weak that…i…
I said that i needed a break from One Great Diva, and she actually answered from her blog. So yes… i’m free from her, as She said i can be teased by others too…so i should be feeling better but… it’s obviously just a temporary thing. “I know that anytime i get back or i find some free time to be online he will get weak under my royal feet” And that is so true…i can feel it…but i don’t…
Article originally posted on April 18th, 2011 It seems it was silly for me to even think Financial Domination could have been over… She brought me back into it with a…”virtual slap” i could say. One Great Diva caught me online the other night… at first i was acting strong, well i was actually sure to be strong enough..but her attitude, her beauty, her power…made me fall all over again into Financial Domination. She got 300$ in half an hour…and more…
One year has passed since i’ve started this blog. As the name suggests, i was and still am (i think) trying to run away from my financial slavery addiction: too much money spent, too much risk to spend even more. I had to stop. But after a year of failure, as i ended up spending even more, i think i met the one Mistress that really made me think, for the first time, if this decision to run away is…
It’s always Her, Sheena. She’s the most dangerous of all the mistresses that are hitting me…she’s always online when i’m feeling weak, and she seems to have this sort of special power to always know what to show and how to show it in order to make me pay…and pay…and pay… This time she made something that she never did before: she showed me lots of different kind of shoes, always modelling them and dangling them in front of me….
Ok, it’s not going well at all. I’ve started this blog hoping that i would have been able to win this fight, hoping that i would have been able to resist the temptation… Well it seems i can’t. I’ve already spent 8 thousand dollars so far this year, and it doesn’t look that i’m going to stop. The thing is… these women know how to make me weak. They know it well and they do it also because…they probably know…
I thought i had enough Mi$tre$$e$ to worry about, with Diva and others, but I was way wrong… seems like there was still space for something those two didn’t “hit”… A few nights ago I was online, wondering if I would have been safe, as none of those two seemed to be online… I made the mistake to start browsing profiles here… And then I saw her: MsSupreme. From the pictures, I immediately saw her perfect feet… honestly, i had never…