Article originally posted on June 7th, 2011 It’s getting worst. It’s nearly one year and a half since i started this blog, and after all this time i can clearly see that i’m getting deeper into Financial Domination. I’m trapped. As of today, i spent more than any other of the previous years…and that’s not what i promised myself when i started this Finacial Domination blog. I was going to stop, i was going to resist, i was going to spend…
There is no escape for me from One Great Diva, the moment i start thinking that i could maybe resist Her…She sort of “feels” it and shows me how powerful She is. Today i went to see Her, swearing to myself that it would have been quick and just to see that i could resist. Boy i was wrong. She was dressed in an incredible way…stockings…incredible shoes… and the way She lights a cigarette, the way She looks at me……
One Great Diva brought me back into financial domination… and i can easily say that i feel like i am the money slave of the perfect financial domme. She’s beyond beautiful, sexy, intelligent, greedy… believe me, i might look like an easy target but i’m not. There are small things that help me escape from a financial domme…but One Great Diva doesn’t have any of these things. She’s just perfect. I’m afraid she’ll keep raping my wallet over and over……
Article originally posted on April 18th, 2011 It seems it was silly for me to even think Financial Domination could have been over… She brought me back into it with a…”virtual slap” i could say. One Great Diva caught me online the other night… at first i was acting strong, well i was actually sure to be strong enough..but her attitude, her beauty, her power…made me fall all over again into Financial Domination. She got 300$ in half an hour…and more…
No, it’s not. Financial Domination isn’t over for me, not yet. But i surely slowed down recently (just updated the Current Status page)…even if the reason isn’t what i always hoped. I am not less attracted by Financial Domination, i am just busy with personal stuff and working a lot….and that just reduces the chances for me to have free time to be online…that’s all really. And actually… i have met another Mistress recently…and She already raped my wallet a…
No, it’s not. Financial Domination isn’t over for me, not yet. But i surely slowed down recently (just updated the Curreùnt Status page)…even if the reason isn’t what i always hoped. I am not less attracted by Financial Domination, i am just busy with personal stuff and working a lot….and that just reduces the chances for me to have free time to be online…that’s all really. And actually… i have met another Mistress recently…and She already raped my wallet a…
I never expected this could happen…but it did. One Great Diva decided to come here on my blog, and posted a comment on one of the articles. This makes me feel honoured…but also, in a way, even more at risk than before. Because if i ever had some doubts, now i am sure that She reads this blog, She knows about this and She probably uses all the info i put here against me. Is that scary? Yes it is…but also…
Looks like tonight i managed to resist Miss Olivia request to pay…but now i wander…was it me that resisted, or did She just let me, perhaps because She couldn’t be bothered to try harder? I don’t know…all i know is that She was dressed to kill (as you can see) and that i was really in some sort of hypnosis but… i managed to say “no”. Am i really coming out of this? I doubt it… i think She just…
It doesn’t help to feel like being a slave of more than one Mistress, as i am… there are times…when… i’m the mood to serve…i’m ready to let them use their power on me but… no one of them is online. Tonight is one of those nights…and all i can do is…dream about them.
It doesn’t stop…that’s a fact. I am spending more than last year and surely i am not slowing down… perhaps…this is just what i want…and i should really stop fighting this… what’s the point in fighting who i am? Actually… recently i find myself thinking more and more about… real life sessions… about a Mistress (well, i can say Her name… Miss Olivia) tempting me in a public place, using my fetishes to make me weak…and then.. using me to…