Liking It, or Not?
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Having played around the edges of financial domination, it seems like financial subs fall into two categories, although the line between them can be blurred. There are subs who like tributing, gifting, paying — they get a rush doing that. And then there are subs who get off on money being taken — the humiliation, or loss of power. Both practices can be addictive, but the latter probably comes with a lot more mental turmoil, regret, etc., and the action of paying can be deeply unpleasant in the moment (and after the fact) even as it is erotic. I’m curious where most of the readers here fall on this continuum. I suspect the former, but am wondering for how many people it is the latter, and whether that’s a struggle or not.
I guess I understood that from the blog, but, at least from what I’ve read, you seem a little different. I get that you are seduced into spending, but, unless I’m really reading it wrong, you seem to like that experience as opposed to finding it difficult or hurtful in the moment. And you seem to have a kind of pride about the amount of your spending. But, again, maybe I’m wrong.
I totaled recently what I’ve spent doing financial domination this year, and it’s less than you’ve spent in a month, but I still found myself getting a little angry about it. And it didn’t make me want to do it again. I’m sure at some point something will switch in my brain and make me want to.
Well… you’re partially right. It’s true that now, after a long time, came to accept what i am and try to enjoy it as much as possible, so yes…the anger after spending it’s gone forever. But i don’t take pride in what i do, although having a blog could lead people to think i’m “showing off”. It’s not what i’m doing, or at least i’m not proud of how much i spend. It’s the way i am….maybe yes, i am a little proud of the following this blog has…but that’s about it.
When i started i was much like you, more often than not i would find myself being angry for what i just did. In time that…just faded away.
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