Seems like i’m a total failure even in finding the “friends with benefits” thing and, to be honest, that’s depressing. There’s this hot coworker i know since 8 years now: we are really close friends but of course, i also always wanted more. In the last couple of years i’ve increased the “tips” about that subject, always commenting on her outfits, always “Playing” about sexual things and so on… And well, she also did play well on that. We are…
It’s all going down the toilet. Lately i’m having less and less sex with my wife…and the weird thing is that the reason is NOT this financial domination fetish. In fact lately i’m finding less and less satisfaction even in this, which is good in a way. But what’s going on? To be honest, everything BUT sex is going great with my wife…i could say that it’s because i’m working way too much, but this has always been there, at…
It has been too long…really too long since i last spoke to my angel. I wrote about her a couple of times: She’s a sweet, gorgeous, intelligent and funny girl that, more than once, saved me from going online with one of the Mistresses here. Of course not for free, but still…she helped me a lot on slowing down a bit on my addiction. I think it was the beginning of august when i last saw her…after that i’m sure…
There is always a first time, for everything. And a few nights ago it was my first time being drained by Louboutin Shoes and Agent Provocateur stockings: some of the most expensive and awesome shoes and stockings. CLICK HERE AND BE DRAINED LIKE ME MsSupreme was wearing them and I actually knew that was coming, sooner or later. I knew She bought those stockings during a recent trip to Italy She made (boy I was SO excited to know that…
Each time i update the page where i keep a log of the money spent on financial domination (here), i’m always well..surprised. I keep saying i’d like to stop this financial domination fetish i have, i keep saying i should try a real life experience with a financial domination mistress…but then…i’m addicted to cam, that’s what i am. In July and August, i spent nearly 4.000$ in financial domination, all in cam. Is it too much? No, because if it…
As i wrote a few days ago, lately i’ve been spending a lot of time with a new camgirl. She’s not a domme (or at least she’s not one…used to a while ago, long story), but she’s beautiful, funny, smart and intelligent: a girl i could spend hours with, a girl i could see myself going crazy for (but it won’t happen, believe it or not i DO care of my family). So well, last night she acted as sort…
This is surely a peculiar (if not weird) period for me, that could be summarized by the title of this post: Ignored, hiding, falling and soon to be drained. Ignored One of the Goddesses i’m mostly weak for, is ignoring me recently. I don’t blame her, as more than once i’ve been “exploding” just while she was asking to send a paypal tribute. Most probably She’s giving attention to slaves that are more worth than me, but the more She…
This is getting way out of control. Last month i’ve spent more than i’ve ever spent in a month on financial domination… more than 2.000$. I thought i could fight, i thought i could resist…but it seems pointless…perhaps i should gave up alltogether and just embrace my real nature of Money Slave. Or perhaps i should try real time domination, meeting up with one of my Goddesses…perhaps that would give me the definitive answer: am i a real moneyslave, or…
I think i’ve said more than once that, quite often, even if none of the gorgeous and dangerous Mistresses listed here is online, if i feel the NEED to be dominated, i try to visit different Goddesses. But, believe it or not, the web is full of “so called” mistresses that, in fact, don’t even know what they are doing or at least, not completely. Some of them are almost “there”…they are gorgeous, they know how to dress, they know…
It happens. Even if i know how dangerous that would have been for my wallet, i see a picture like the one below, posted by Sheena, and i start to regret i wasn’t online when She was. I don’t see i’ve ever seen Her with those shoes, and i believe there is something different on Her makeup…moreover, She’s wearing purple lingerie (shown in other pictures)…She’s hot…as ever…and yes, i wish i would have been online to let her make…