About

I have no cam…i have a fetish for feet, pantyhose (or stockings), high heel classy shoes, classy style of dressing, sexy teasing looks……and i go crazy for beautiful women that use my fetishes to tease me, make me weak and… ruin me…

That’s what i used to say in videochat to many Mistresses… hoping to find the right one, the woman that would have been able to totally control my mind (and my wallet) using all my weaknesses.. and yes, i’ve found a few.

Last year i spent about 9000$ in videochat. When 31st December came and i spent another 2 hours with a gorgeous Mistress (spending about 400$ again) i decided that was it, i had to run away, i had to find a way to stop all that.

So i decided to log all my steps in this hard and difficult task (believe me, it IS hard) online, exposing myself to public shame. Only time will tell if i succeed or not. Only time and…this blog.