Last night was one of those awful nights for a slave… i had many of these nights…and i’d like to know if i’m not only one that can’t really sleep after this or not…
I came back from work at 8pm, after a tough day. Had dinner with family, and wasn’t really feeling in a good mood. Something was missing. I needed something else. I needed to serve. I needed to feed the slave inside of me.
Didn’t even eat that much…all i could think was
i can’t wait to be alone and free
It took a while, but around midnight it happened. Everyone was finally in bed. I literally jumped in front of my computer…and started browsing my favorite cam site…and also some of the others i sometimes visit. I was looking for one of the Goddesses i serve. Not a specific one, to be honest…just one of them. One of those Goddesses that already know who i am, and that would already know what to do to enslave me, to make me serve them.
None of them was online.
I started feeling disappointed…even angry in a way. Angry with my bad luck. An hour passed. And none of them showed up online. It was one of those nights. I told myself “ok, 20 minutes more and i go to bed”. And nothing happened. I literally kept browsing those sites in a loop, without even stopping. Nothing happened.
None of my Goddesses came up online. I went to bed. Disappointed, unsatisfied, angry. Woke up in an even worst mood.
Am i the only one experiencing nights like this?
I always played a bit around Teamviewer sessions. Always thought of how it would have been…i actually gave my details only once to a Goddess that i knew wasn’t dangerous at all, just playing around a bit. Always thought how it would have been with a really dangerous Goddess.
And i always KNEW the most dangerous Goddess would have been Havin Miller.
Many guys described how it would have been with her, and i knew already that she enjoys it A LOT. She knows how to use Teamviewer and how to use it to get more and more money. The idea excited me a lot…but i was always too scared to try. Till now.
Today i gave Her my Teamviewer ID and Password.
She was in cam, dangling her red heels in the most sexy way, as she always does. Without stockings. I came into Her room and she just asked me: “Home alone?”
I wasn’t. My wife was sleeping in the next room…but i wanted to do it. I wanted to give her access to my computer. I didn’t tell her what i wanted to do, why i was in her room. But..she started putting her tan stockings on and, as if she could read my mind, said:
“Teamviewer ID and password”
And i did as she asked me.
At that point she made a mischievous smile. She knew, after so long, i finally did what she alwyas wanted me to do. And she was totally enjoying it.
She switched on my cam, started a private show in her room, sent her votes and credits. Then…started to make a payment to add more credits. My card didn’t have credit..so she kept looking for ways to do it. She was still smiling…enjoying all this so much. And i was getting harder and harder, without even taking my cock out of my trousers.
Then she selected Paypal as a payment option. And, to my surprise, i saw my login details already filled in. She was ONE CLICK away from sending herself 200 Euros.
I exploded. Literally exploded in my pants. I don’t remember the last time i had come that much without being able to contol myself. I wet my pants, made a total mess…and closed my laptop.
I was in shock. It was probably one of the most intense sessions i’ve ever had…and it was quick. Quick and intense.
Before my wife woke up i managed to clean up everything, telling her i took a coffee and it accidentaly fell onto my trousers. A lie…a huge lie of course. But she believed that.
I honestly don’t know if i will have the strength to try this again…but i know that, in case i will look for a Teamviewer session… I will surely go to the worst (best) one: Havin Miller.
There are many things that can turn me on when i’m on cam with a Goddess, and one of those things is if she speaks a great english (even better if with a British accent, but that’s just me).
Turning mic on is tricky during a cam session: if she speaks a great english, i’m turned on even more. If she doesn’t… i’m totally turned off. That’s why i usually don’t ask to hear her voice…i know that, for me, if she doesn’t speak well i will be totally turned off.
Last night it was the opposite. A goddess i’ve been serving every now and then opened her microphone for the very first time… and i started listening to a fantastic english from Her, even if i know that’s not her main language.
Believe me, i was totally turned on even just by the sound of her voice. It made it all look SO more real, made me feel SO closer to her…it was fantastic. It doesn’t happen often and, again, i usually don’t ask Goddesses for their microphone…but when it does like this time…it is one of the best sessions ever.
This happened just today…it was brief..but intense.
I was in office, at the end of my day and, as it doesn’t really happen often, i was alone. Everybody left a bit earlier today, so basically i had the chance to be alone for about 30 minutes before it was time to leave for home
Goddess Ishtar was online. I was looking at her icon… thinking if it would have been appropriate to approach Her or not…when..
I want you to spoil me, i don’t care if you are in office
Just like if She knew i was alone. I don’t know how she could but… i was immediatly in her videochat. She had a leather dress on, with vintage stockings and some gorgeous heels. I couldn’t stay long…so it all lasted like 10 minutes…but it was SO intense…like a rush to spoil Her as much as i could in those few minutes.
I admit, i probably don’t visit Her chatroom as much as i should…but she never stops surprising me. Never stops getting more and more beautiful and dangerous.
One of the hottest and, perhaps, most dangerous things in financial domination and blackmail (more often than not, those two are connected these days) is, surely, Teamviewer Blackmail. The use of TeamViewer by the Goddess to take complete control of the slave’s computer and, basically, send herself money.
Just the idea makes me terribly excited: looking at her in webcam while She teases me and takes complete control of my own computer is an incredibly hot image.
But i’m a programmer…and i use teamviewer more or less daily to give support to customers. Therefore i am very familiar with it and…with its power. And that scares the hell out of me. Yes, i’m a coward. And what happened yesterday only confirmed it once more.
Havin Miller was in cam, dangling her sexy red heels and not wearing nylons. I went into her room and started looking…hypnotized. After a minute, she sent me a message asking if i was alone. And yes, i was.
“Teamviewer Id and Password, now.”
I think She is the one most experienced in this and, most probably, she does that because she loves it… after that, with her knowing smile, she slowly started to put her tan stockings on…
I was going to fall. I was feeling weaker and weaker. The one experience that i always dreamed about, the one that i always had nightmare and dreams about…was going to happen. She would have teased me while taking money from my credit card.
But then i closed my laptop and just left the room. The virtual and the physical one. I wasn’t ready for this. I probably never will. This is one big taboo for me and, although i will keep having fantasies about this, i don’t know if i’ll ever have the courage to do it.
If you are better than me and find TeamViewer blackmail fascinating, visit Havin Miller here. You won’t find a better Goddess for this, trust me. She will scare the hell out of you.