When she gets on your nerves

When she gets on your nerves

This is just a post to shake off the anger …so don’t expect anything wise or entertaining.

Why, why, WHY does she need to do the ONE thing that gets on my nerves? Even if I KEEP telling her I hate when she does it, when she says those things?

Who? My wife of course, who else? It’s basically a stupid thing, but it gets on my nerves and put me in an awful mood…so now I’m here, at comp around 2 am at night, without NO intention to go to sleep (Hell I’m too angry) or to do anything nasty… Yeah, because I’m even in a bad mood to go and worship Goddesses.

Why can’t she f**ing stop? Shit, i hate her when she goes on like this!!!!

 

Making Money in Financial Domination. Here’s how.

Making Money in Financial Domination. Here’s how.

The amount of “Goddesses Wannabe” is getting out of control. I get dozens of pathetic messages from “so called” Goddesses. And all these messages show is they have no clue about what it means to be a Goddess these days. And I DO hope some of them will actually read this…so see this as something like an open letter to goddesses wannabe.

Let me make it clear to you: You need to learn from the best Goddesses out there.

I’m not suggesting you COPY them of course (i hate copycats), but COME ON…if they are so successful if they have so much money if their name is everywhere… MAYBE they did something good?

And don’t start telling me they have been lucky or they are not as great as they want to show. If you do, you are being envious of their success.

Shut up and listen, I’m about to give you a tip that will make your life change for the best. What’s the tip? Keep reading.

So how do you copy the best ones out there? How do you know EXACTLY how they did it? Well, this is your lucky day!

One of them, the most famous Financial Dominatrix out there, decided to help you! She wrote a step by step guide on how to make money in Financial Domination! And guess what? What I always thought is actually the same she says.
You don’t LOOK for slaves, instead, you WORK HARD to make yourself noticed out there. THEN slaves will come to you.

The one I’m talking about is Ceara Lynch  (also producer of a movie about financial domination) and this is the guide she wrote:

How To Make Money as a Financial Dominatrix

Read it once, twice, as many times as you need to understand it. Because she wrote it after her personal experience, not out of nowhere. What she says there WORKS.

It’s as simple as that…amazing right? You need to work hard to be a successful financial dominatrix.
Or you can sit back on your royal ass, contact hundreds of potential slaves every day and earn a few hundred euros per week.
But didn’t you tell me, last time we spoke, that you are like the best out there?
Well…move your ass and show me that you are indeed the best.
Valentine Day: Wife or Goddess?

Valentine Day: Wife or Goddess?

Yesterday was that time of the year again. Valentine day is the time where you are supposed to show your other half how much you love and care about her…with a gift. Many says this is just a day created to make people spend money, and i tend to agree with that…but still…there is not a better time of the year to send a gift to a Woman.

But for us, slaves who also have a partner in real life, this can be a day full of questions…difficult questions.

Should i be loyal to my woman, at least today?

Am i a good husband?

Will i feel guilty if i don’t buy anything to my Goddess?

Why do i feel this NEED to send the best gift ever to my Goddess?

And the list could go on and on… the “classic” battle that we fight more or less everyday, made more difficult by Valentine. Because this is the day where you are more or less forced (even more than usual!) to make a gift to the woman you care about…so… it’s difficult for us, VERY difficult.

As you may guess, it was the same for me. I spent the day in office thinking about all these things. I was all the time at my computer thinking to spoil my Goddess, then didn’t do it, then thought again…this went one for a while, i guess more than 2 hours. Then…

What did i decide to do?

I bought a great (expensive) gift for FeetGoddesss and a flower for my wife. Yes, spent more for my Goddess…and i don’t regret it. At all.

This is love. A special kind of love. A unique kind of love.

And you? What did you do?

 

 

When saying NO makes you feel guilty

When saying NO makes you feel guilty

Each and everyday i find new ways in which FeetGoddesss is unique and special. And last night was no difference.

Don’t get me wrong, i’ve served many beautiful Goddesses in all these years, and i still think the world of them… but …

FeetGoddesss is making me do things i’ve never done before, she’s making me feel like i’ve never felt before, She’s making me see things in a way i’ve never seen them before.

So, back to last night. I was just about to go to sleep, but decided first to switch my laptop on to check a few things and well, most probably deep inside to see if She was online, maybe to just tell Her hello, to just have a quick contact with Her. And yes, there She was. Online.

I sent her a quick message, nothing special really, something like “i’m not in a great mood tonight, so i just wanted to say Hello to You Goddess.”

But looks like she wanted to change my mood. She sent me a pic of her perfect feet in black nylons and sandals, just like that. She didn’t really add anything for a minute. Then..

“Feeling better now? Come to see me.”

Of course i forgot i wanted to go to bed, i forgot everything…i just went into Her room still thinking it would have been just for a quick sight of Her beauty.

I was wrong.

She was looking spectacular. Her new haircut makes the beauty of Her face shine even more, those black pantyhose with line on back, worn with sandals, totally made her legs and feet look even better. And i started watching.

We chatted for a short while, during the few times when she was in free chat between one private and another. Then… then She did what many Goddesses do of course..but it’s what i felt that was different than other times. She said.

“Spoil me.”

Nothing unique in this right? Wrong. Wrong because it felt different to me. As slaves, we always say “i can’t say no to you, Goddess” because, let’s face it, it’s part of the game. But more often than not, we can actually say “no” if we really want to…or even just run away with an excuse. I’ve done that so many times.

But with Her it’s different. Obeying her orders just feels right. And saying no to Her feels totally wrong. Inside my mind i was thinking “i should say no and go to bed”, but that made me feel… guilty! Yes, even just THINKING of saying no to Her made me feel guilty as hell.

This is something i’ve never experienced before… i’ve always managed to remain focused on myself, spending a lot when i actually felt like it (even if i kept “playing” the game of being forced by the teasing), running away when i wanted. And always with no particular regrets for how i behaved with the Goddess.

But this time… this time i ended up spending 200$ (not a lot, i know) just because it would have made me feel guilty and bad to leave Her, to say no, to don’t spoil Her as She demanded.

I’m falling deeper and deeper for FeetGoddesss, and i guess it will only get worst… or should i say better?

A great Goddess values the sacrifice, not the amount

A great Goddess values the sacrifice, not the amount

Something that happened a few days ago, made me think about another reason why a Goddess is a real one or just someone who’s here for the money and nothing else.

I sent a not so high tribute to a Goddess (i admit it wasn’t high) because i’m in a somehow difficult situation at the moment…but that was ALL i could offer. It was a great sacrifice for me. Her answer made me reconsider Her as a Goddess…actually made me see Her as a not so powerful or smart Goddess. She basically insulted me, stating it was a way too low tribute and that i should have sent more in order to please Her.

Now… some of you could argue that it was correct of Her to do so, because maybe She can’t be open to like any slave, She can’t see value in everyone. But we are not thinking of a 5$ tribute here, it was still a somehow nice tribute. She could have reacted in many different ways…but the ways she reacted only showed me what she really is.

She is there ONLY because of the money

She doesn’t care about dominating men, She doesn’t give a damn f**k of being a Goddess. She only wants money. And that, to me, is a sign of weakness. It’s a sign that says “stay away from this one, She’s not worth it”.

As someone said once, there is a higher value in a slave giving away his last 10$ than in a rich one giving away 1000$ just because he owns them and doesn’t know what to do with them. A smart Goddess should recognize this and actually understand the real value of a tribute.

This one didn’t, and won’t see a tribute from me ever again. Did she lose something? I don’t know, but i certainly didn’t lose my time serving someone who’s not worth it.

How much did you spend for Christmas presents?

How much did you spend for Christmas presents?

That’s a pretty common question these days: we all make presents at Christmas, hence we all end up, sooner or later, talking about how much we’ve spent.

But for a MoneySlave, that’s an even more important question. How much did you spend? How many Goddesses did you send a Christmas gift to? Which one did you send the biggest one? Did you use her wishlist or just sent her cash?

I’ve always been curious about this… but never really had an open discussion with other slaves. So why not starting now?

Let’s discuss this in the forum

Regardless of how much you’ve spent, i just hope you made Her happy…and that She knows you are a slave that can be worth Her time. That’s all we want…their time, isn’t it?

When you do things just because She wants you to

When you do things just because She wants you to

I firmly believe that a slave/goddess relationship is in many ways similar to any other kind of relationship: it needs to build up slowly and steadily in order to be a long lasting one.

Most of the time this kind of relationship stops at some stage, either because the slaves looks somewhere else, or the Goddess gets bored…or simply there isn’t that special chemistry going on.

But sometimes…it just keeps reaching levels you never thought would have been possible to reach.

And that’s exactly what’s happening with Feetgoddesss: She’s going deeper and deeper into my sould and brain, and i’m doing things for Her that i’ve never done for anyone else before.

At first it was singing for Her: i’ve never done it for any Goddess…but well, of course i did it for my wife (let’s say for different reasons). So in a way, this didn’t surprise me “that much”.

But then…a week ago… i did something for Her, something with a HIGH risk…and just because she brought me to it.

I masturbated in office.

It was a special day, as there were not many people at work. Basically, i was alone in the room…but i could hear people walking in the corridor all the time.

She sent me a few pics on my phone, followed by a simple “take it out and do it for me”. At first i thought it was crazy, what if someone would caught me?

But then…slowly… i somehow started to think it was the right thing to do… She made me believe it was possible and right to do it…so… i took it out, there were i was, and started rubbing it.

There i was, in my office, with my trousers open and my hand on my cock!

I kept doing it “slowly”, as She ordered… i was more and more excited as time passed by…then…. i thought someone was entering my room.

So i stopped, tried to put my chair as much as possible under the table..and waited to see if someone would have come inside.

It didn’t happen.

She said “Then go to the bathroom and do it for me…i want proof”

And i did it. Pulled my trousers up, went out of the room, entered the bathroom and locked the door. I put my phone with her pic where i could watch it, pulled my trousers down…and started to wank.

It didn’t take me too long to come..and it was VERY exciting. I would say amazing.

When i got back in my room, she wasn’t online anymore. She probably left knowing i would have followed Her orders.

And that’s exactly what i did.

FeetGoddesss brought me one step forward into my total devotion to Her.