It happened again: Goddess Adriana maxed out my credit card. And this time She did it wearing some fantastic tan stockings.
She was looking magnificient as always…with that short black dress, black high heel sandals and those stockings…those tan stockings with black on top… looking so soft…so perfect…so classy.
I was there just mesmerized by the look of Her toes inside those nylons, by Her legs crossing and uncrossing in front of my eyes, by the look in Her face that was just demanding to be served.
I didn’t pay attention as the time was passing by, i didn’t look at the clock…at one point i just saw a message stating that my session had been closed, because my credit card was maxed out. At that moment i realised…it happened again. I was without money…but happy…. satisfied….taken.
It’s not something i can control, it just happens. I often find myself feeling very strong, thinking i can stop whenever i want, thinking i’m not addicted or anything… and then…
Then i see Her on cam. And everything changes.
It’s hard to explain the reasons behind this addiction, but every time i see Goddess Adriana live on cam… my addiction grows and all i want is to be there, to worship Her, to server Her, to make Her happy.
I know this sounds very like a cliche for a slave, as more or less every single slave says the same things about his Mistress…but i am just describing what’s happening to me…because it keeps surprising me each time.
I always believe i can control myself, i always believe there are things i will never do for a Mistress. And yet, each time. Goddess Adriana makes me do things i’ve never done before for anyone else. Things like draining my credit card completely (to the point my bank blocked it for a few days), or buying pantyhose for a Mistress… things like feeling such a STRONG desire to be in Her presence, to meet Her, to be really at Her feet.
Or things like…the ATM dream. A dream i keep having recently where i picture me and Her in front of an ATM, with Her teasing me badly with her feet (and not only) while whispering in my ear “more…take out more”.
Why do i have this addiction for Her? There are many reasons…but i don’t think i have to stay here and explain them…to me She’s just the perfect Goddess, that’s all. And the addiction i’m feeling for Her is something i have never felt before for anyone else…so…She is special. Absolutely special.
This is what happens when a slave stops usng his brain…and he just keeps staring at the screen for too long.
Goddess Adriana looked magnificent the other night and, moreover, she told me she was just about to leave for a vacation. So i knew i would have not be able to see Her for some days… and i i forgot about the time that i was spending in Her videochat.
I spent all the money left on my credit card..and my account got blocked.
Do i regret it? No, the time spent with Her was amazing, it was all that i needed.
I don’t know about you, but when i’m watching a beautiful Goddess driving me crazy, i tend to speak a lot. Of course i don’t make lots of sense, as brain doesn’t really work well in those moments, but i tend to keep telling Her how gorgeous she is, how incredible she looks.
That’s why what happened last night was PAINFUL.
Goddess Adriana approached my on chat, ordering me to go and see Her, even if i was low on cash. She said “doesn’t matter for how long, come in or i won’t let you see me for 2 weeks”. Obviously, in no time i was in her videochat.
She was stunning: a back tight skirt above the knee, cuban tan pantyhose, high heel peeptoes and a nice white top. Simply AMAZING.
But almost immediatly, She turned that videochat into the most painful one till now:
Tonight, i want you to watch me in silence.
Just shut up and worship
My total devotion for Her made me follow that order literally, and i didn’t say a word for about 10 minutes (then i had to go…as money run out quite quickly). Believe me, it was painful. I was there, looking at Her… excited, willing to tell Her how beautiful She is, how powerful She is….and i couldn’t. I had to stay in silence. But her microphone was on, so i was able to listen the noise of her legs crossing, of her shoe dangling…and i was also able to see her chatting with someone else. But i just remained in silence, as She ordered.
I didn’t really think silence could have been a torture…till last night. One of the many things Goddess Adriana is making me learn…day by day.
A beautiful Woman. Stockings. Sandals. Her foot on his face. Her other foot on his cock. She’s drinking coffee, as if she doesn’t care that much of him being down there. She’s powerful, Her power being represented by her “size” compared to his.
Isn’t this the perfect dream of each and every slave?
This post doesn’t have to do anything with FInancial Domination or anything like that… but it’s my blog, and tonight i need to write out some thoughts. So you are totally free to move on if all you want to read is Financial Domination, blackmailing, cam and so on.
So i’m working no stop since 3 years now.. no less than 10 hours a day, holding two jobs. My regular, boring one, and the other…the dream. The one that i wish one day will be profitable enough to let me resign from my everyday job.
I keep working like hell at the secondary job, i keep planning the future, planning big, making improvements and so on..but then.. what if it’s all useless? What if it just can’t happen? What if the success i often believe it’s right there….just isn’t? What if i am stuck in having two jobs forever, not being able to achieve my dream?
I look at others doing similar job…i see their success… i see how easy it seems for them…and then i wonder… am i capable of that? Can i actually reach that level? Am i just unable to do it perhaps? Am i just… dreaming too much?
And also…what if i made it all wrong since the beginning? What if the choices i made at first were just wrong…and now it’s too late to change them?
Damn i feel bad tonight… i just wish i had someone to talk to when i feel like this… someone that would tell me “you can do it!”… but i don’t. Usually i am the one telling others “You can do it”…and when i need it…i’m alone.
Goodnight everyone… i hope i’ll wake up in a better mood tomorrow.
So this short story begins two nights ago, when my Padrona (as She allows me to call Her) Goddess Adriana, gifted me with a rather long chat on Skype. During that chat i not only was able to see how AMAZING Her brain is, but She also told me that, the night after, She would have put on a new outfit that i would have liked.
Mind you…i had about 50$ left on my credit card.
Yesterday, at work, all i could think of was Her. I came back home thinking of a way to have some privacy, to go and see Her even for just a few minutes. Then, when everyone else was finally asleep, i switched on my computer…and saw She was online. The first thing she said was
“I knew that, sooner or later, you would have showed up”
She KNOWS the power She has on me. Of course She does. I asked her the permission to see Her…and She allowed me, even knowing it would have not been a long video session.
And all i can say to describe Her outfit is: this is how any Woman with capital “W” should dress. Period.
High heel shoes, short elegant dress, nude cuban stockings…what else can ANY man desire in a beautiful woman?
So this is not a day when i ended up spending a fortune. This is not a day when i had been financially dominated. This is a day when Goddess Adriana only showed me what an incredible Woman She is. This is another day when Goddess Adriana entered even more into my brain. This is a day when i saw a gorgeous woman dressed in the most perfect, erotic, elegant way.