If there is one part of a woman’s body that makes me weak, that has to be her legs and feet, especially if in pantyhose. And that’s the reason why Goddess Kmy has an incredible power over me..since a long time now.
It’s no secret that i have been visiting lots of Goddesses online…but i honestly can’t think of a pair of legs more beautiful than Goddess Kmy’s. Add to that Her huge collection of shoes and pantyhose, and you will know why i am totally, totally, TOTALLY crazy about Her.
The problem is ….She knows my weaknesses…and She totally knows how to manipulate me using her legs. I don’t even know how many times i told myself “no, i won’t go and see Her tonight” and then failing as soon as She tells me about what She’s wearing.
I decided to make a short video…so that you all can relate to my “problem” with Her…
by the way…her videochat is here…but i wouldn’t go there if i was you. Unless you want your wallet to…suffer.
As you probably all know, i’m a moneyslave since ages now (five? six? i lost count). At first i tried to fight this fetish of mine. Let’s face it, this is probably one of the worst fetishes when it comes to its interference into your everyday life. You end up spending a lot of money that you could have been used in other ways (for your life, your family, whatever). So it’s obvious that i first tried to fight it, to end it, to stop it totally.
I failed. Tried again… and failed. Tried..and failed.
It’s in our nature, it’s what drives us crazy. Giving money to a gorgeous woman that uses her beauty to drive us crazy, to reduce our brain to a tiny little…ATM. Where she just pushes a button and gets whatever she wants. And we literally explode with pleasure when this happens.
Let’s face it: it’s impossible to stop being a moneyslave.
You can’t just listen Goddess Resha calling you a dog and asking you to bark without getting excited. While Goddess Kmy keeps crossing and uncrossing her legs, what can you do other than become like a zombie? And whenever MsClassy looks at you directly into your eyes, with her perfect face, telling you that she’s going to show her latest agent provocateur stockings…what else can you do other than pay, pay, pay for that? And don’t make me mention the most natural reaction to One Great Diva special attitude: she just needs to snap her fingers while looking at You as only Her can do…and you are doomed.
But again…everyday we feel the same fear. What if this fetish takes over our lives, what if we can’t control it anymore, what if we really go totally broke?
After ages and ages of looking for a way out of this i came to the conclusion that, each of us, needs to find a balance between what we need in our everyday life and..moneyslavery.
How can we find this balance?
Well, i don’t know about you…but i can tell you how i did it and how i think everyone should do. The very first thing to do is put your everyday life as the MAIN thing to think about. And to do so…start this by masturbating and cumming…only AFTER that you’ll be able to focus on your everyday life…you know that better than me.
You need to find out how much money you really need each and every month, how much you will need for your future plans…just come out with a rough number, or with a few options. But please, DO NOT think about any Goddess in this moment. Log off from twitter, Facebook, internet. Just focus on yourself.
After this…the hardest part. I don’t know about you…but i’m not rich. And when i did this “game”, i came out sad. Because from that number to my wage the distance was…almost none. I came out with “ok, i have 100$ a month for moneyslavery”….you can easily judge from my spendings that this is WAY far from what i need to spend as a moneyslave…. the only solution i had? Find another job. And that’s what i did. I am now working not less than 12 hours per day, but i can surely state that i found my balance. I let my earnings from this new job go to a new bank account i created, and it’s from there and only there that i take money for my financial domination fetish.
Is it a hard life? Maybe…but i am satisfied. I could never imagine to completely stop giving money to those gorgeous women that uses my fetishes in such a perfect way…and i’m more than happy to work more for this.
What about you? Did you find your balance?
It’s no secret that, from time to time, i like browsing my favorite camsite to look for new Goddesses, for new emotions….or sometimes just looking for new gorgeous girls to have a show with.
That was one of those night, one of those night where i wasn’t even in the mood for serving anyone. Boy i was wrong.
I started looking on the list of online girls and my eyes spotted a beautiful blonde girl, with incredible blue eyes. Despite what she wrote on her profile, she didn’t really look to me as dangerous. I don’t know…perhaps it was her look, or perhaps i was just blind that night. So…i went in.
The first few minutes when i was there, i swear, i was almost going to leave… we didn’t “click” at first…she didn’t seem an expert…she didn’t seem dangerous… she wasn’t wearing nylons…but.. i waited a bit. And that was a huge mistake.
It only took her a few minutes to understand what i am into. After that…she told me to wait a minute (which i did) while she was going to change her clothes.
She came back with the shortest, tightest dress EVER…with tan luxuries pantyhose and some fantastic sandals. I was shocked. In a matter of seconds i lost track of time, of myself, of what i was saying and, most important, of how much i was spending.
She was amazing.
That night i ended up spending about 500$. And since then…i am visiting her more and more often… yes, she’s now another one of those dangerous Goddesses i should stay away from…but i just…can’t.
Her name is Svetlana…and if you want to visit her… just click here. But don’t say i didn’t warn you.
I am into financial domination sice a few years now (6, if i’m not wrong) and, in all this time, i have seen our fetish grow in popularity. These days, almost everyone who’s into any kind of fetish or involved in any kind of adult work speaks and knows about it. And that’s BAD.
Why is that bad, you might say?
Because now every girl thinks she can be a Financial Domination Domme…so she opens up a facebook or twitter account and, basically, starts saying the classic stupid things to everyone (you’re a loser bla bla, you know that cliche) at the same time posting pictures of her feet, her ass, her boobs.
And what happens next? She doesn’t earn as much money as she thought it would have been possible…she starts to realize that there are actually some GREAT goddesses out there, that knows their shit and that are taking all the slaves. She’s desperate. Her dream seems to be over. She needs to do something.
So what does she do? A PRICELIST. And actually the CHEAPEST fucking pricelist EVER. See it by yourself:
Ok it’s in italian…but i guess you can understand some of it.
20 Euros and i will be your owner, your goddess.
TWENTY euros for a findom cam show. TWENTY. Can it go lower than this? Having dozens of silly goddesses wannabe contacting me saying “i will be your Goddess” wasn’t enough to be mad…now even a fucking price list? I don’t know…what’s next? “I will give you 10 euros if you become my slave”?
I don’t know how…but please…please..we need to STOP THESE CHEAP GIRLS.
What’s wrong with the new Goddesses Wannabe? They keep contacting me asking to be their slave, as if all i need to become someone’s slave is for her to ask me (or to order it to me). Do i look that stupid? Do they think i spend what i spend just for charity, with anyone that comes up to my door asking for it?
Jeez….i even got a few requests from masters! LOL! Guys i’m NOT into that ok? If i look at you acting as a master, i will just LAUGH as loudly as i can. To me, there is no such thing as a “Master”. We are inferior creatures and we simply can’t compete with women. Masters shouldn’t even exist in my opinion!
Look..it’s that simple:
If i don’t come to you begging for your attention, it means i am NOT interested.
And you asking (or “ordering”) for that only makes you look pathetic in my eyes. So it’s pointless. Maybe there are slaves that start serving anyone coming to them demanding it…but i doubt the real, good slaves (like myself) are like that.
I spend a lot (at least compared to what i earn for a living) but i DON’T give my money just to anyone.
Is it clear? Hope so…but i’m sure those requests will keep coming…
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