It’s that time of the year again… summer. Holidays. Vacation. And the same question arises: What to do when Your Goddess goes on vacation and you are alone with your fantasies and sexual needs?
Go and serve someone else?
And it’s not wrong just because you won’t be loyal to Her (you all know i am not the most loyal slave)…but it’s wrong because it’s a waste of money.
Don’t let your sexual needs make you serve just…anyone. If you just can’t help it, at least try to spend a bit more time looking for someone else: look on twitter, look on your favorite camsite, look on my site (lol, i’m kidding)…but just don’t serve anyone just because you need to serve.
Trust me…i speak from experience. After you do it, you’ll feel like an idiot. A total, complete, unsatisfied, idiot.
So..choose carefully or…. why don’t you try to stay loyal?
Are you in this situation these days? I would be happy to hear your thoughs on this…feel free to leave a comment
Today i stumbled across this TED talk from Johann Hari, a british journalist that spent three years researching the war on drugs, trying to understand if what we know about drugs and addiction is correct…or wrong.
I won’t spoil the video too much, but it’s rather interesting for all those people that thinks to know everything about addictions….and especially for all those people coming up with “you should just stop, this is stupid”. And yes, financial domination can be quite related to a few things he says.
Watch the video…it will make you think.
Obviously, financial domination can’t be compared to drugs….or…can it?
In the end what he says about the rat park can be something that a moneyslave is looking for as well. And it’s actually true: the few times that i really wanted to escape from this, i managed to stay away only focusing on the great things in my life…like my family, my job (jobs, actually), my hobbies…but the thing is….is this really an addiction? or is it just part of who i am?
Because in the end… looks like you turn into drugs to escape your everyday life…but when i turn into financial domination, i do it to satisfy a sexual need i have…so what could it be my rat park? What could fulfill my needs and make me stop my financial domination fetish?
What do you think?
It’s gonna happen, and it’s gonna happen soon. I will meet Her. I will be closer to Her. I will be in Her presence…unable to escape by just switching off a computer. I won’t be able to run away with just a click of the mouse. I will be with Her, in the same room, car, road, whatever it will be.
I have NO idea what will happen. I have NO idea what She will decide that to be like. I know for sure that She knows everything that makes me weak…i just don’t know if and how much She will want to take advantage of it.
But it’s going to happen. I will meet Her for real. There is no going back. It’s set. It’s decided. It’s just a matter of days now.
It’s no secret that, since about January, the one that really and completely “got me” (or, better said, the one that owns me) is Princess Jessy. Not only because of Her incredibly beauty, but also because of Her fantastic attitude, sex appeal and….well, and of course the fact that She lives VERY close to me…making it possible to imagine a real session…
And it seems that the real session is coming soon…in August to be precise. But to have that…i have to follow Her orders. And the first one She gave me was: no cams till we meet.
That means no cams till…half august if not more. Will i be able to stay away from all the other Goddesses for so long? Yes, i will. Because that will bring me to my biggest dream. It will allow me to be at Her feet. So i will SURELY follow her rules. Good bye cams. Good bye Goddesses. There is a time to follow the rules…and this is that time.
Among other things that you all probably are aware of, sometimes i also like to enjoy my female domination fetish reading some manga comics or looking at anime pictures. I love that style of drawing, and it’s fantastic to be able to dream of the perfect femdom situation and actually see that represented on a draw.
These are a few anime pictures i’ve found recently…just thought of sharing them