my on journey into findom
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Hello guys, I was reading your blog for a moment (and even left maybe one or two commentaries) and I wanted to talk about my own experience.
I did not consider myself as a paypig/moneyslave or whatever. Yes I was a sub, higly into soft/mild domination (I love worshipping, Tease and denial and plenty of other stuffs but nothing too drastic as torture or stuff like that). To be honnest more that once a Domme tried with me a tip game (maybe a little introduction to financial domination) and it was always a turn off for me.
Until I met Her !
QueenofWallet ! With a nickname like that what could the old me expect ? Well on Her profile She was into feet tease and body worshipping and this day I wanted that.
Of course Her beauty instantly catched my eyes. But well there are a lot of beautiful domme no ? (and even more beautiful wannabe domme unfortunatly). But not only that.
The way She was sitting, the way She was dressed…This first night was crazy ! She was so busy with many slaves/sub/users coming in and out of Her « room » (the virtual one of course). I could not catch Her, but finally at the end of the night She did notice me and invite me in Her private.
I would not talk to much about the session because it is a bit too personnal for me, but it was only about body worship and especially feet. What a delight, and the waiting was totally worth the pleasure.I was not a faithful sub you know. First because online it is easier to find a « fake » mistress or a wannabe one who think screaming all the time and being wrapped in leather give her power and authority, but even when I was in session with real Domme I could not stand to one. I don’t know why.
Anyway the day after I came back to Her room. And here start the the devilish doom for my bank account, and my personnal heavenly bliss with Her. She knew I was not into findomme I told Her previously. This day She made me tip ridiculy low amount of money to Her during the session while we were still doing the more « normal » stuff domme/sub. I don’t know how She managed to tame me but one month later I was paying for Her new Iphone.
And guess what ? I even did feel sexual excitement doing that. 15 days later it was the moment for new heels and one month and half later it was now the time for Her well deserved vacation to be tributed by me.
It has been over a year now. A year since I met Her. I don’t feel anymore the need to see any others Domme and to seek for them now. And yes, I can only admit now, financial domination is one of my fetish. One of them ? Maybe now even the the most important one !
I still have regular sessions with Her. Even if it is often about pleasure for both of us sometimes it is just about conversation. As a true Domme she has a lot of culture and knowledge, and it is a real pleasure for me to try to discover more about Her to try to serve Her better. And She is probably doing the same over me, increasing step by step Her control over me by knowing me better, knowing what makes me tick, and maybe even rearranging my desires.
She knows my financial situation, my income. I’m not that rich, i have modest income. We both know She could have taken everything or nearly if She really wanted. But She is a rare Domme that value the sacrifice and not necessary the amount.
I’m not sure about that, but in a way (the true Domme-sub/slave way) She cares about me I think. Yes, She could have be more greedy, but She is smart enough to see I’m faithful to Her and think about the long-run. And I really thank Her for that. How many wannabe Domme would have jump on the moment to destroy the life of a guy with no ulterior motives ? She did not.
Of course She can be sweetly greedy and so irresistible when She knows the moment has comed.Since the first vacation I paid for Her, a long list of other stuffs is to add. And now I’m so addicted and aroused that even when I can’t offer what She wants I feel so bad. But She knows that. And She knows that I will try as hard as possible to remedy to that as soon as I can. And sometimes I’m even rewarded for that, even when She knows I can’t tribute right away.
This « relationship » domme-sub is such a bliss for me. She really made me happy because I could find that missing piece of my personality’s puzzle !
This QueenofWallet really changed my life in a beautiful and sastifying way ! She has my eternal gratitude for that.
So please guy don’t go to see Her i’m too jealous for that, and I need my time and sessions with Her, else i will be desesperate !
What do you think about my experience ? How did appear your findom fetish guys ? Or did u always know about it ?
Thanks for reading me and sorry for this long text. Oh and by the way even if my english is correct im not native so my apologize for the mistakes !
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