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Slave of many Mistresses

Slave of many Mistresses

I can’t be loyal, i just can’t be slave of a single Mistress. I thought i could…but One Great Diva actually opened my eyes, and let me see the reality: i am a slave of many Mistresses, although one of them is sort of the “main one” (One Great Diva).

The thing is that, sometimes, i just feel the need to be dominated, to have my wallet raped…and that’s why i start browsing those sites listed here on the right…looking for a Mistress. Is it wrong to do so? Should i just wait for One Great Diva to come online? She said i’ll never be able to…and i will always end up visiting all the others…like Mistress Sandra, MsSupreme, Miss Olivia…and maybe others.

That’s just the way i am: sometimes i need a beautiful woman to use her feet to seduce and enslave me…even if My Mistress isn’t online.

Starting to miss my Financial Domme

Starting to miss my Financial Domme

No matter how much i try to avoid her, i always end up at this: i start to miss One Great Diva, my true and only Financial Domination Queen.

About a month ago (or mayb it’s more, i can’t even guess the time…looks a century to me) i asked and obtained from her the permission to take a pause, as i noticed it was starting to be way too risk for my financial situation.

So i went back to see other mistresses like Miss Olivia, and don’t take me wrong, they are amazing and i don’t think i could ever resist them but… One Great Diva has…something more, something special. She gets into your brain, She looks for you, She’s like a predator…She doesn’t just wait for you to come to Her, She contacts You when She’s not even online (on messenger, from her iPhone bought by a slave of course)…She always makes sure you know  She’s there, you know She owns you…She just doesn’t let you breath.

And this is incredibly exciting for a money slave like me…even if after a while it gets even too dangerous…but in the end… i always end up missing One Great Diva

Sooner or later…perhaps…

Sooner or later…perhaps…

…i will fall into Miss Olivia’s power. I always had a pretty unique feeling for Her: sometimes i feel like i can be strong and even ignore Her, sometimes i just fall as soon as She tells me “Come in”. It’s unique..peculiar…and feels a bit dangerous.

Why? Because deep inside i get the feeling that, sooner or later, She will get me for good…and maybe even ruin me more than others. She never looks like she’s in a hurry or anything…it’s like if She knows that, sooner or later, i’ll be at her feet.

Did i really resist?

Did i really resist?

Looks like tonight i managed to resist Miss Olivia request to pay…but now i wander…was it me that resisted, or did She just let me, perhaps because She couldn’t be bothered to try harder? I don’t know…all i know is that She was dressed to kill (as you can see) and that i was really in some sort of hypnosis but… i managed to say “no”.

Am i really coming out of this? I doubt it… i think She just didn’t want to waste lots of time…or maybe She just wants to see how long it will take me to try to see Her again…and probably when i’ll do…she’ll strike. I don’t know…i keep having doubts, even when things goes right like tonight…i’m confused.

Thinking about… real life

Thinking about… real life

tacchi01It doesn’t stop…that’s a fact. I am spending more than last year and surely i am not slowing down… perhaps…this is just what i want…and i should really stop fighting this… what’s the point in fighting who i am?

Actually… recently i find myself thinking more and more about… real life sessions… about a Mistress (well, i can say Her name… Miss Olivia) tempting me in a public place, using my fetishes to make me weak…and then.. using me to go shopping… maybe shop about shoes… and modeling them in front of me… yes.. i am thinking about this more and more… and i find it really exciting.

But i do know one thing: that’s something i can’t afford. A real life session is going to cost WAY more than a videochat…and i can’t, can’t, can’t really afford that…at the moment…