About me

About me

I am an Italy based writer and educator with over 15 years of direct experience in financial domination dynamics.
Through long term personal involvement and reflection, I explore the psychological patterns and behavioral mechanisms behind financial domination relationships.

Yes, I’m a money slave. I can’t deny that financial domination has been my biggest fetish. Even knowing how dangerous and destructive it can become, I kept going back to the Mistresses I knew… and discovering new ones.

I have no cam. I have a fetish for feet, pantyhose, high heels, elegant dressing, teasing looks. I am deeply triggered by women who understand those weaknesses and use them strategically. That has always been my vulnerability.

That is what I used to say in videochat sessions, hoping to find the right woman, the one who could completely control my mind and my wallet by exploiting every weakness I exposed.

And yes, I found a few.

In 2009 I spent around 9000 dollars on videochat sessions. On December 31st of that year, after spending another 400 dollars in just two hours, something shifted. I realized I needed to stop. I needed to understand what was happening to me.

So I decided to document everything publicly.

I started logging my steps in what became a very difficult personal experiment. Exposing myself online, openly admitting my behavior, and analyzing it in real time. Only time would tell whether I would succeed. Only time and this blog.

The blog gained traction. It attracted loyal readers, discussions, and interviews. Then in September 2016 my server suffered a hardware failure and everything was lost.

Or almost everything.

Using archived resources like the Wayback Machine, I managed to recover most of the old content and rebuild the site from scratch. Since then, I have continued writing, not just as a participant in financial domination, but as someone actively trying to understand its psychological mechanisms.

What others say about me

Over the years I have been interviewed by several international publications and media outlets that explored financial domination and its psychological dynamics.
For a complete overview of media coverage, visit the Media / Press page.

Other sites I find interesting

Here are a few platforms related to financial domination and fetish culture that I personally follow.

Why I write about financial domination

I write about financial domination because I believe it deserves to be understood, not just consumed.

Too often it is reduced to fantasy, humiliation, or spectacle. But behind every transaction there are psychological triggers, emotional vulnerabilities, power dynamics, and economic behaviors that shape real lives.

My goal is not to judge the kink. Nor to glamorize it.

I write to explore it from the inside. To analyze patterns I have personally experienced. To document mechanisms that are often invisible while you are inside them.

Financial domination is not just a fetish. It is a behavioral system.

And systems can be understood.