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Thank you, really thank you Facebook for disabling my account… had to create a new one… this one.
Lost all contacts…
When MsSupreme decides to drain you…
There is no escape. Whenever MsSupreme decides you are the moneyslave that it’s time to drain, there is no way you can avoid that. I’ve learned that in the hard way a few nights ago. I wanted to resist, i really wanted to stop my financial domination weakness and avoid her from draining me but… she told me:
“i have a new pair of pantyhose, join me”
How could i resist? I went into her room…and she started to tease me using my fetishes: pantyhose, feet, high heels, sexy looks.
She has it all, and when she decides to use them against you, there is no escape. I just remained there while she was draining me… and while i was there, she also showed me that i wasn’t alone: there were 3 other slaves in her videochat.
So yes, i’m not alone to recognise her incredible power, i’m not the only one she’s draining…but that’s obvious: she can drain every man she wants… she just needs to look in the cam and start teasing… there is no escape from that.
This is a video i made after she ordered me so… i spent a long time making this…but that’s what she wanted…there is no way i could say no to her, no way.
Total failure
Ok, it’s not going well at all. I’ve started this blog hoping that i would have been able to win this fight, hoping that i would have been able to resist the temptation…
Well it seems i can’t. I’ve already spent 8 thousand dollars so far this year, and it doesn’t look that i’m going to stop.
The thing is… these women know how to make me weak. They know it well and they do it also because…they probably know better than me that this is what i really want.
It’s exciting to let their beauty and teasing take advantage of me… it’s exciting and dangerous.
My newest nightmare: MsSupreme
I thought i had enough Mi$tre$$e$ to worry about, with Diva and others, but I was way wrong… seems like there was still space for something those two didn’t “hit”…
A few nights ago I was online, wondering if I would have been safe, as none of those two seemed to be online… I made the mistake to start browsing profiles here… And then I saw her: MsSupreme. From the pictures, I immediately saw her perfect feet… honestly, i had never ever seen such perfect feet in my entire life… I was like drooling on the screen… i had to go and see her live. Moreover, because, at first, i didn’t see she was a Financial Mistress…so i thought to just go in and see her feet.
Boy, I was wrong. She immediately understood how feet make me weak…and she used them to hypnotize me and… rape my wallet. I spent more than an hour on her videochat, and those were not the only money I spent.
She has an incredible face that can move from angelic to evil in a second, and when she put her cam on the floor… I was just unable to go anywhere.
So yes… now I have another nightmare to worry about: MsSupreme. She even gave me a video and ordered me to put it online…and I did it…of course.
Perhaps i should just give up
August has been a hard month for me. I’ve been trying to stay away from Her, thinking in this way to actually..well…save money. But that didn’t actually happen.
I kept going to other mistresses on the sites i well know (the three listed here on the right) and well.. i ended up spending quite a lot (for my standards) and… not being satisfied at all.
She has something… something that really gets me. I don’t know if it’s the way she just doesn’t care a lot of me, the way she looks, the way she often ignores me while moving in ways that kill my brain… or just the fact that she knows what to show me in order to completely fuck up my brain.
I don’t know. All i know is that last night she contacted me on messenger and, after a while, i agreed to go and see her saying “i won’t stay long”.
That didn’t happen. I spend almost an hour there. She had a fantastic new pair of black stockings and an equally amazing pair of high heel black shoes that she could remove easily… she teased me for the whole hour but never talked to me.. i just couldn’t manage to go away… check the video below and tell me if you would have been able to…
She’s the one, i probably better start understanding this and avoid going looking for the same power somewhere else.
I should probably give up and understand she owns me, no matter what i do to avoid this.