That’s an obvious thing maybe, or maybe not. But everytime it happens to me, i do realise that, no matter what’s my mood or how things are going in my life, certain photos will ALWAYS make me weak and give me the need to visit the one that took them…
Yes it’s her, Sheena, that asked me to don’t post anything with her on this blog…but i suppose if i cover her face, it’s ok…
Just yesterday I wrote about GoddessFever, this new Goddess I visited that really made me feel like I’ve found yet another serious nightmare…but then, luckily, last night She made a couple of little “mistakes” that could help me stay away from her.
I believe most of the Financial Domination, at least in my case, start from a perfect attitude of the Goddess. I consider myself quite an intelligent person (yeah, those of you that don’t understand what financial domination is, will say I’m not), and therefore one Goddess, to get hold of me, has to always be more or less perfect. And I’m talking about attitude, not just beauty.
GoddessFever had been perfect the first night, a bit less in the second (when at one point she made some graphic things on cam that I don’t think a Goddess should ever do) and even less last night. At one point She described how She would have liked to cook me breakfast before I go to the office while wearing just a pair of nylon stockings.
This is a perfect image if we are talking about a sexy woman to date but…NOT for a Goddess to be served! Really…i kept thinking about it for the whole day today…and the more i thought of it, the less i felt the need to come back to visit GoddessFever. Great, isn’t it? One Goddess less to serve!
But… then… a few hours ago…i got an e-mail saying just this.
“Look at the picture attached to this e-mail then come and serve me.
I’m online.”
The picture is the one below…e-mail is from One Great Diva. My all-time nightmare, the one that made me a moneyslave, the one that can make me Her moneyslave anytime She wants. In fact, I couldn’t resist. I went in…and spent about 300$…for now.
But One Great Diva is back…and i’m serious danger.
I’m pretty sure some people, reading my latest post, will start thinking either that i’m a complete fool, or that i’m making things up. Well, none of the two is correct. I’m not a fool (or not completely one) and this is all damn real. I’m just a moneyslave…or better said, a “cam” moneyslave.
And now i have a new nightmare: GoddessFever.
I first went into Her room a few days ago, as i was curious because of her high price and no shots of her face in her gallery…i wanted to see who was behind that 5$ per minute price. And i was totally shocked when i went in.
She’s beyond beautiful, reminds me of a top model i can’t recall the name of (Claudia Schiffer perhaps?) and, to make things worst, she has a vivid imagination and totally knows how to describe the fantasy of the slave in front of Her. She kept me there telling me about a possible meeting, about things She would have make me done…and at the same time teasing me a bit…not too much…but just enough to keep me there.
Till now i spent about 1.000$ into her room…She’s a new nightmare as She’s often online and…each time i look back at her face…i just can’t stop myself from going here, inside her room, again…
And so it happened. I knew it was going to, as I wrote a few days ago on this blog: MsClassy was going to rape my wallet, and it happened.
It was a few nights ago…all She had to do was telling me she was online and invite me (well, order me) to come in: I executed the order as I was really missing the view of her perfect arched feet in nylons… and there She was.
Wearing a short dress, pink high heels, and tan pantyhose…outstanding outfit. Moreover, she was in one of those nights when all she wants is to take money…and that’s why she immediately showed me the cash she got that day from another slave. Plenty of euros, I didn’t even manage to count them while she was waving them in front of me…it was so hypnotic…
This time she allowed me to see her on Skype…and boy it DOES make a big difference. Video quality is incredibly high there, and her beauty was shining even more…impossible to resist. I just looked at her for a long time…do not even know for how long..all I know is that She took 600$…and that 2 days after that, she took 300$ more just by telling me “hey, come in a second, I wanna show you something”. I made a short video of the first night…just to show you all how gorgeous and irresistible she was…
When i just thought One Great Diva, MsClassy and Mistress Sandra were enough for my problems…Miss Olivia comes back online…. and decided to remind me who is in control of the situation: not me.
She showed up online and sent me a quick message on messenger:
“Hi, i’m wearing my new shoes”
That was is. I decided to go in her videochat to have a quick look but… She decided i was going to stay longer, much longer…she ended up raping my wallet and brain…reminding me how powerful She can be when She decides She wants to get You. There is no escape, no escape at all.
After a really long videochat i went offline…and since then… all i can think of is…
What would it be to meet her for real?
So it happened. Only a few days ago i was writing about Miss Olivia’s new shoes, about how i found them irresistible… and then, the other night, She contacted me on messenger saying this:
I think you should know i wear the shoes..need some help about the nylons. Got 3 pairs, hard to pick the right one.
Join video
I just went in, like a puppet executing an order. And i saw her: gorgeous as ever.
A super short black dress, her long legs and then…those sandals. She started talking, and my brain started to get foggy…then she put on pantyhose…perfect tan pantyhose…and those sandals again.
Looking at her crossing and uncrossing those perfect legs, while listening to her voice was…just too much. Too much to handle for any kind of man… and for me even more…
After a while i was like a zombie…listening and not writing at all in chat… and the She did it. She asked me to open my Paypal. With her convincing voice…with her crossed legs…with her dangling shoe…
And i exploded. As i never did before with Her, and for the first time i felt…embarassed to tell her what happened and why i would have not paid in Paypal… i just left, like a coward…and sent an apology the day after, to which she still has to answer.
How do i feel? Can’t describe it… but i can clearly see my weakness for her. Useless to deny it, useless to say i can be strong. She showed me that if She wants to get me, She can do it anytime.
IMPORTANT
I believe no one would ever want to see her in video after reading this post…but in case you do, click here to enter Her videochat. Pure hell. Believe me.
Sometimes it just happens: i sit down and think. And that’s a problem, because when i think…usually big questions come up.
In my everyday life i consider myself a good husband, a good father (she’s not even 2 years old) and a clever and hard worker…but…that’s the problem. Can a man like that…end up with a fetish like mine? Spending all those money here, while i should instead save them for my daughter?
And lately…i’m not just craving to be financially abused by all those mistresses…..i started to crave meeting one of them…and, generally speaking, i come down to the conclusion that i….want to cheat on my wife. Not because i don’t love her, love doesn’t have to do anything with this…but she was my only woman till now…i feel the need to try something else…to taste some other women…
So here comes the question: Am i evil? It’s like i have two faces…the good one and the bad one… damn…as usual…i’m…confused.
MsClassy is back, and I won’t be safe anymore from Her. I thought others were the highest danger for me, boy I was wrong.
After coming back from a vacation in Seychelles (4.000$ paid by Her slaves), last night MsClassy caught me on messenger and just said “tonight you will Pay for my new nylons”
CLICK HERE AND PAY FOR HER NYLONS
Believe me, I tried to say no. Tried to resist. But..she first showed me what she wanted to buy…and even sent me the pictures of the nylons She was going to order. Actually, here’s the pics…so that you are warned: She will have these nylons in a couple of weeks.
After that She said:
“now you will come in and pay for them”.
I thought I was just going to go into her room and stay for a while…to admire her legs and feet…. I wasn’t really afraid….but… then… She started with her sexy looks, perfect feet, perfect dangling in some black high heel shoes…and even if She didn’t wear any nylons…i was unable to resist.
I ended up spending 400$ into her videochat…plus 200$ for her nylons… and She said She will come for more, as soon as those nylons will arrive… I’m in danger…now even more than ever.
