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When everyday life wins…temporarily

When everyday life wins…temporarily

when everyday life wins....temporarily
Credits: BritishBeauty

Moneyslavery is probably one of the fetishes that has more impacts on our everyday life: we spend money online to spoil our Goddesses and, doing so, we have obviously less to spend for anything else.

To keep being a moneyslave, each one of us has to find his own balance (here’s how i found mine) between what he needs to live and how much he can spend online. It’s very difficult to keep up with this balance, and the chances to fall are really high.

Then it comes a time when an unexpected event changes everything. 

And that’s exactly what’s going on in my life at the moment: i need to look for a new house to live in, therefore the money i can spend online is… ZERO for the next 4 or 5 months. And it hurts, believe me it hurts.

It hurts because right in this period i am fascinated by a new Goddess (at least, new to me): British Beauty. She’s SO perfect that i just can’t believe me eyes each time She posts a new picture. I fell the NEED to spoil Her, to show Her how much i worship Her…but i simply can’t at the moment. A few days ago she even sent me a message on Twitter, telling me what i already knew…it’s time to spoil her. And with a huge, painful, sad, regret i had to tell Her i couldn’t.

It will be a painful period for me… but i am forced to do so.

 

 

My First Experience with FeetGoddesss (by Andy)

My First Experience with FeetGoddesss (by Andy)

Andy wrote this piece for himself and shared it with me. I thought it was absolutely great, and asked for permission to post it here. 

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I am going to try to remember my first experience with Mistress Amy aka FeetGoddesss. I found out about her from reading a blog post on a website and twitter page called yourmoneyslave.com. I had learned about other Dommes from this site and the guy who writes the blog acted like he was really impressed by this lady so I decided to try a visit.
When I entered free chat and said hello the first thing that struck me was she didn’t say the same ole thing, “what brings you here?”. Instead she introduced herself as Mistress Amy and told me she was from Slovakia. She then asked my name, where I was from and then asked what was my biggest fantasy. I told her I loved feet and legs and being made weak by a beautiful woman. She then told me to get naked and enter her video but do not touch my cock.

When I entered I could hear music playing and she was laying on her bed. She begin to move her legs and feet to the beat of the music and rub her hands up and down her legs.She was amazing looking! She had short black hair, with a face that looked like a doll with these incredible hypnotic eyes. Her legs were long and shapely and her feet were perfect. Usually it takes a few minute for me to soak in everything and get into a session but with Mistress Amy I was immediately captivated.

As soon as I entered she told me to kneel. My cock got hard almost immediately and my eyes were locked on her as she swayed to the music. As I stared at her legs and feet, I noticed she began to lick her lips in the most erotic way. She told me to notice how hard I was and that I was leaking precum without even touching myself. She was right, I was already throbbing and beginning to feel weak.
At that time she told me to enter one to one. I was so mesmerized, I did it without thinking. When I entered she whispered “good boy”, licked her lips and smiled. It was all I could do not to touch myself but I knew it was forbidden. My head was spinning and I was totally at her mercy. She then gave me permission to stoke 10 times at her command. I was to type the number as she said it and then take one long stroke. Now I have had Dommes count me down many times but the way she did it was unreal. She said “one” then snapped her fingers and then I typed “one” and stroked. Then “two” snap type “two’ then stroke and so on. Every time she snapped her fingers it was like a gun going off in my head. When she snapped her fingers the tenth time I was completely under her spell. I just sat there paralyzed with my eyes locked on to the screen. Even though my cock was throbbing, all I was focused on was what she was going to type next.
Mistress Amy then told me to beg her to raise the rate of my session. At this point I was no longer in control of myself. I mean not even a little bit. She was in control and I was her mindless puppet. I asked her, no I begged her to raise the rate to $10 a minute. She smiled and then her cam went off. At first I panicked a bit. Usually when Dommes raise the rates they tell you to leave chat and come back in a few minutes. She just signed off without a word, which left me confused and anxious. At no point was I concerned about money. In the past I have had Dommes want to raise the rate and I would just not return when I left chat. I would say to myself, “I am not paying that kind of money” and then I would move on. But this time was different and when she signed back on, I immediately got back into her video chat.
My head was still spinning and my cock was on edge, which is amazing since I had only stroked it 10 strokes. When I returned to her video, Mistress Amy was on her back withher feet up touching each other in front of her face.

The way she wiggled her feet and rubbed them together was incredible.

I could see her beautiful tongue licking her luscious red lips. I was completely entranced and desperate to please her. The greatest thought in my head was how can I prove myself to her? I needed to earn my place at her feet. She then typed “121” and snapped her fingers. Once again, it was like a gun shot in my brain and was so loud that it left a ringing in my head. I obeyed her wish but did manage to see what price I was about to pay before I switched over to private chat.

I was now paying $20 a minute but I was way past the point of return.

As weak and hypnotized as I was, I would have paid any amount she said. When I entered her private chat she whispered “good boy”, which made me melt. Mistress Amy continued to tease me with her feet, lips and legs until my credit card ran out of money. I was left on edge, broke and craving more of her attention. I immediately emailed her to let her know why I had left her room so abruptly. She commanded me to keep my hands off of my cock and to return tomorrow when I had more money. I crawled into bed completely dazed and in awe of the power had just witnessed.

I really think Andy wrote this perfectly. What he feels is exactly how i felt when i went into her videochat for the first time. If you want to visit her: click here.

Here’s why FeetGoddesss is so unique [VIDEO]

Here’s why FeetGoddesss is so unique [VIDEO]

They say a picture is worth 1000 words, so i’m sure a video will definitely help you understanding why i tihnk FeetGoddesss is such unique and amazing.

It’s a video from the session i had a few nights ago…decided to do it so that everyone could have a hint of what it is to be see her live in cam, in a private session….but just a hint. Session was way, WAY hotter than what you’ll see here.

The longest findom cam session ever

The longest findom cam session ever

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I’ve been having cam sessions since ages now and, believe me, i literally had hundreds of them…. but what happened last night was something I’ve never experienced before.

I had a 3 HOURS session with FeetGoddesss, and the WHOLE time she kept me on the edge.

For someone with a fetish for feet and nylons, She is the Goddess of Goddesses. I’ve never seen anyone doing with feet what she does, and i mean it: she moves her feet as two snakes, in an incredible, almost hypnotic, way. It totally shows how much She enjoys it, and that only adds to the reasons why those three hours have been the best three hours I’ve ever spent in cam.

From 3am till 6am i was like glued to the screen, unable to think of what was going on,unable to say no to her. Whenever she told me “you need to pay” i was sending her money like a robot, only hoping all that would never end… till it started to physically hurt me.

After three hours of edging i almost couldn’t feel myself anymore, it was like a sort of karma…like if i was not even there with my mind. She was my only thought at that moment, it felt like She was the only reason i was alive, and satisfying her was all i could think of. Then it started to hurt…and i begged her to make me cum. And she made the MOST evil thing ever.

After 2 hours and a half, i literally implored her to make me cum…she said “ok, let’s start”. She started being as hot as ever, telling me to go faster, to don’t stop…with hersexy voice. Going faster and faster… i was on the edge..i was going to… the she suddenly stopped and, with the most innocent smile ever and biting a bit her nail, she said:

“uh oh…i think you need to pay more if you want to cum”

And i did it. She totally drained my credit card, my energy, my mind, my body. I exploded and couldn’t almost catch my breath after that, with my eyes wide open and me unable to believe what i just did.

It was 6am and sun was coming up….i Thanked Her and went to sleep…and I’ve been thinking back about that session since then.

One thing i know for sure…i will come back for more into her videochat pretty soon.

 

Moneyslavery: here’s how i found my balance

Moneyslavery: here’s how i found my balance

As you probably all know, i’m a moneyslave since ages now (five? six? i lost count). At first i tried to fight this fetish of mine. Let’s face it, this is probably one of the worst fetishes when it comes to its interference into your everyday life. You end up spending a lot of money that you could have been used in other ways (for your life, your family, whatever). So it’s obvious that i first tried to fight it, to end it, to stop it totally.

I failed. Tried again… and failed. Tried..and failed.

It’s in our nature, it’s what drives us crazy. Giving money to a gorgeous woman that uses her beauty to drive us crazy, to reduce our brain to a tiny little…ATM. Where she just pushes a button and gets whatever she wants. And we literally explode with pleasure when this happens.

Let’s face it: it’s impossible to stop being a moneyslave.

You can’t just listen Goddess Resha calling you a dog and asking you to bark without getting excited. While Goddess Kmy keeps crossing and uncrossing her legs, what can you do other than become like a zombie? And whenever MsClassy looks at you directly into your eyes, with her perfect face, telling you that she’s going to show her latest agent provocateur stockings…what else can you do other than pay, pay, pay for that? And don’t make me mention the most natural reaction to One Great Diva special attitude: she just needs to snap her fingers while looking at You as only Her can do…and you are doomed.

But again…everyday we feel the same fear. What if this fetish takes over our lives, what if we can’t control it anymore, what if we really go totally broke?

After ages and ages of looking for a way out of this i came to the conclusion that, each of us, needs to find a balance between what we need in our everyday life and..moneyslavery.

How can we find this balance?

Well, i don’t know about you…but i can tell you how i did it and how i think everyone should do. The very first thing to do is put your everyday life as the MAIN thing to think about. And to do so…start this by masturbating and cumming…only AFTER that you’ll be able to focus on your everyday life…you know that better than me.

You need to find out how much money you really need each and every month, how much you will need for your future plans…just come out with a rough number, or with a few options. But please, DO NOT think about any Goddess in this moment. Log off from twitter, Facebook, internet. Just focus on yourself.

After this…the hardest part. I don’t know about you…but i’m not rich. And when i did this “game”, i came out sad. Because from that number to my wage the distance was…almost none. I came out with “ok, i have 100$ a month for moneyslavery”….you can easily judge from my spendings that this is WAY far from what i need to spend as a moneyslave…. the only solution i had? Find another job. And that’s what i did. I am now working not less than 12 hours per day, but i can surely state that i found my balance. I let my earnings from this new job go to a new bank account i created, and it’s from there and only there that i take money for my financial domination fetish.

Is it a hard life? Maybe…but i am satisfied. I could never imagine to completely stop giving money to those gorgeous women that uses my fetishes in such a perfect way…and i’m more than happy to work more for this.

What about you? Did you find your balance?

A session with the best Findom ever: One Great Diva

A session with the best Findom ever: One Great Diva

It has been a long time since i’ve posted something about Her, the one

that started it all, the one that scared the hell out of me as no one else…One Great Diva. And not because i didn’t have sessions with Her, but because She didn’t want me to write about Her on this blog. I actually had to beg Her tonight to let me do this… but i couldn’t resist. It was one of the best sessions i’ve ever had with Her.

Why? Because She’s just the best. And because She had a pair of Loubotin shoes on…and a fantastic pair of tan pantyhose. She didn’t even have to do much to drive myself crazy…just Her incredible beauty was more than enough for me to stay there…stare…and pay.

How much did i end up spending? more than 400$…in about 20 minutes…you do the math. But i don’t regret it…because what i feel when i’m at Her feet is just worth all those money…and even more….

 

This is a repost of an old article. In September 2016 i had a server crash and all site content got lost, since then i’ve been trying to repost some of the old articles

Goddess Adriana maxed out my Credit Card

Goddess Adriana maxed out my Credit Card

This is what happens when a slave stops using his brain…and he just keeps staring at the screen for too long.
Goddess Adriana looked magnificent the other night and, moreover, she told me she was just about to leave for a vacation. So i knew i would have not be able to see Her for some days… and i i forgot about the time that i was spending in Her videochat.

I spent all the money left on my credit card..and my account got blocked.

Do i regret it? No, the time spent with Her was amazing, it was all that i needed.

Here’s how much i’ve spent so far

Here’s how much i’ve spent so far

It has been nearly 3 months since i’ve last updated the page where i keep track of the money i spend on financial domination (this page)…and i guess it was because i KNEW this was NOT going well at all.

I’m spending way more than any other moment of my life…surely way more than when i’ve started this blog… i guess i will just have to give up to my fetish…and acknowledge the fact that i will never stop my financial domination fetish.

Ignored, hiding, falling, soon to be drained

Ignored, hiding, falling, soon to be drained

This is surely a peculiar (if not weird) period for me, that could be summarized by the title of this post: Ignored, hiding, falling and soon to be drained.

Ignored

One of the Goddesses i’m mostly weak for, is ignoring me recently. I don’t blame her, as more than once i’ve been “exploding” just while she was asking to send a paypal tribute. Most probably She’s giving attention to slaves that are more worth than me, but the more She ignores me, the more i desire to be drained by Her again.

Hiding

Yes, i’m hiding from my biggest nightmare: One Great Diva .
I know very well that She is the one capable to totally hypnotize me, completely make me weak and unable to do anything but what She orders me to do. That’s why i’m hiding from Her. After a few weeks She’s back online, and i keep looking at her pictures online but i’m making sure She doesn’t find me online…because i know that one word from Her is all i would need to fall again into her power.

Falling

This is peculiar. Recently i’ve been spending A LOT with a girl that’s not even a Mistress, even if She has her “dominant moments” (as she likes to call them). She’s gorgeous, she’s smart, funny, intelligent and very very open mindend. The woman i could easily fall for…she is maybe even more dangerous than the Goddesses, for my marriage. As i’ve always said, i could never leave my wife for a Goddess, i could never fall in love for a Mistress…but what about this girl? I’m lucky that, till now, she doesn’t want any kind of contact outside videochat…so in a way it’s all reduced to the videochat world…but still…i spent hours in private chat with her, and not at a cheap price…and many times she didn’t even tease me, just talked…and it felt really good.

Soon to be drained

This is going to happen VERY soon. MsClassy told me She’s waiting for a new pair of shoes, and as soon as She gets them, She will drain me. This is the kind of thing i can’t resist from: a Goddess chasing me, ordering me to serve her, ordering me to go and see her because She knows there’s something She will use to make me weak…and MsClassy totally knows how to make me weak…She does. And it will happen soon, maybe even tonight…or tomorrow.

So well…that’s it. I was just feeling like sharing what’s going on these days with this mess that is my life.

Never spend as much as in May

Never spend as much as in May

This is getting way out of control. Last month i’ve spent more than i’ve ever spent in a month on financial domination… more than 2.000$.

I thought i could fight, i thought i could resist…but it seems pointless…perhaps i should gave up alltogether and just embrace my real nature of Money Slave.

Or perhaps i should try real time domination, meeting up with one of my Goddesses…perhaps that would give me the definitive answer: am i a real moneyslave, or am i just a useless videochat wanker?

In any case….this is not looking good at all… i shouldn’t spend that much…i keep saying it…but yet…i keep spending more and more…