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Goddess Ishtar Hits Me Like A Lightning Bolt

Goddess Ishtar Hits Me Like A Lightning Bolt

There are some evenings, for a slave like me, where you just don’t want to serve anyone. You are not in the mood, maybe too concentrated on your life problems, or you are just too tired. Last night was one of those nights for me.

I had a long day at work, and was just casually browsing Facebook…wasting time, basically, and more or less getting ready to go to sleep.

But then I got a message.

“Me and my black pantyhose want to be served by you tonight.”

Just like that, out of the blue, Goddess Ishtar turned my night upside down.

You see… doesn’t matter if you are in the mood or if you are not: when Goddess Ishtar sends you a message like that, there is NO WAY you can avoid being turned on by it. There is NO WAY you can ignore it.

Obviously, I answered in the only possible way: “Yes Goddess“.

Being one of the busiest Goddesses around, it wasn’t before a good 30 minutes that She actually allowed me to see Her. During all that time I just kept staring at the screen, waiting for her order to crawl in. Like a puppy waiting for his owner, basically.

When she finally allowed me in, I was stunned by the way she looked. A short black leather dress, black pantyhose, black spike high heels…and her legendary beauty.

It was a magnificent, long and expensive session. One I will remember for a while. She kept me constantly on the edge for about 60 minutes, taking money as time went by. Always with that knowing, seductive, irresistible smile She has. Then, after such a long time, She decided to allow me to explode…after a count down from 10.
But I lasted only till 3 (to my embarrassment)..she was just too hot…too seducing…too teasing.

How much did I spend? Better if I don’t tell you. But it was totally worth it. Totally. And you know that if you want to try something similar…all you have to do is show Her that you are worth it by visiting her chatroom. It will be worth it, you can take my word on it.

Goddess Ishtar: the 1700$ session with Lars

Goddess Ishtar: the 1700$ session with Lars

Goddess Isthat: The 1700$ session with larsI think Lars (from Denmark) has been one of the oldest readers of my blog, and one of those that add more comments and mail me from time to time. The other day he wrote me about a session that he had… and it was so amazing that I decided to post it here (with his and Her consent). So here it is.

A few weeks ago, Goddess Ishtar posted some pictures of her in leather pants: you see, I love them as I get so weak when I see a woman wearing them!

I wrote Her, asking for permission to send a tribute (in my mind I thought about 500$ would have been ok) so that she would have shown it on her profile.

She answered sending me the picture of a luxury bag she wanted to buy: 1.000$. She knew I couldn’t say no, but I was still a bit scared of that amount.

We started a cam session of course, and I told her about those pictures in leather pants, and how much I loved them. Sure enough, she dressed like that: I knew I was in danger.

She got access to my computer via TeamViewer, she started taking money at the right time, making me more and more excited. After two hours and a half, she knew I wanted to cum so badly.

The she asked me “how much will you pay for my permission to cum?

I was totally out of my mind. I told her to take whatever she wanted, as long as I could cum. I came like never before in the same moment she pressed the “send” button for the last time.

That night she took 1.700$ from me. And I have no regrets whatsoever, it was the best time of my life.

So be careful… because Goddess Ishtar is online every day.

lars sent 1700$ to Goddess Ishtar

Creating the perfect Goddess

Creating the perfect Goddess

There was a movie when i was a kid that always fascinated me (probably because i’m a nerd, and everything about computer gets me going).
It was called Weird Science and, basically, it was about two guys creating the woman of their dreams (Kelly LeBrock, nice choice by the way) with a computer.
Let’s say it was kinda of a modern version of  Frankenstein…and boy i loved it!

Now…what if i could create the Goddess of my dreams? What ingredients would i put, if i could take something from each Goddess i had the privilege to serve? Let’s play…and i hope none of these Goddesses will get offended by my words..it’s just a game and believe me…i consider all of You amazing and powerful 🙂
Let’s go from head to toes, shall we?

Hair
I’ve never seen anyone with hair as long and beautiful as Goddess Ishtar. I don’t have a “thing” for long hair, but hers always fascinated me totally.

Brain
All of the Goddesses i’ve ever served are smart, don’t get me wrong here…but if i could choose one, then i would surely choose OneGreatDiva. Her achievements in life speak for this, and my experience with her evil side completes the picture. Smart and evil at its best. Oh and did i mention she can also be fun when she wants? Amazing.

Eyes
Goddess Kmy has a wonderful face, almost like a doll. She doesn’t show her face to everyone, but if you will be loyal and worth enough you will be rewarded by the privilege to admire her incredible, beautiful, fantastic blue eyes.

Lips
In my opinion, it’s rare to find a woman with bad looking lips (i have a collegue that has almost non existent lips: that’s what i call ugly…but it’s rare!)…and it’s also very rare to look at a Goddess lips and being unable to move away. And if She uses them at her own advantage…you are doomed.
So who has the best and most powerful lips ever? OneGreatDiva. No doubts about it…see them to believe it.

Voice
First of all: i didn’t have the luck to listen to everyone of the Goddesses i’ve served. But among those i’ve had a chance to listen, i think OneGreatDiva is the one that, when she speaks, always puts you in your place (at her feet, basically). Beautiful and perfect english, clear and sexy voice.

Boobs
Well… Jessy Princess Bernini surely have been the one impressing me the most on this matter. Beautiful and big…huge i would say. In a word: amazing.

Ass
Many of the Goddesses i’ve served have a fantastic ass, but if i could choose the very best one i would go for Mistress Alexya. She has an incredibly perfect body, and her ass just reaches perfection.

Legs
Long, perfect, slender legs. Goddess Lana‘s fantastic legs are meant to make anyone weak as soon as she crosses them. That matches with her love for short dresses and pantyhose…a killer combination for me.

Feet
I’ve always said it and i will never stop doing so: MsClassy has the most beautiful arched feet i’ve ever seen in my whole life. And believe me, being a foot fetishist i’ve seen a lot of them (virtually). Ever since i saw her the first time i was like shocked by the arch of her feet, and today i still am each time i see Her.

Elegance
This kinda hurts me a bit, because she’s not a domme anymore. Goddess Adriana always had a different outfit, and each time it was elegant, sexy and with awesome pantyhose or stockings. The way she moved was just awesome, like a cat i would say. Each step she took was meant to be admired and worshipped. Her shoes drove me crazy each time i saw a new pair. It was like a dream coming true finding a Goddess with a style identical to what i consider the perfect style any woman should have. And it hurts to think i won’t be able to worship her anymore.

Wow….now that i’ve finished…i’m starting to imagine this creature…and i guess She could easily rule the whole world…don’t you think?

Spoiling Goddess Ishtar from Office

Spoiling Goddess Ishtar from Office

This happened just today…it was brief..but intense.

I was in office, at the end of my day and, as it doesn’t really happen often, i was alone. Everybody left a bit earlier today, so basically i had the chance to be alone for about 30 minutes before it was time to leave for home

Goddess Ishtar was online. I was looking at her icon… thinking if it would have been appropriate to approach Her or not…when..

I want you to spoil me, i don’t care if you are in office

Just like if She knew i was alone. I don’t know how she could but… i was immediatly in her videochat. She had a leather dress on, with vintage stockings and some gorgeousheels. I couldn’t stay long…so it all lasted like 10 minutes…but it was SO intense…like a rush to spoil Her as much as i could in those few minutes.

I admit, i probably don’t visit Her chatroom as much as i should…but she never stops surprising me. Never stops getting more and more beautiful and dangerous.

About my last session with Goddess Ishtar

About my last session with Goddess Ishtar

Last night i had an amazing time with Goddess Ishtar, so i thought of writing about Her. She is probably one of the Financial Domination Goddesses i’ve been serving for the longer time now, but each and everytime i am amazed by Her.

As i said many times i guess, in Financial Domination beauty is not everything. Of course it’s where everything starts from (for me at least), and there is no doubt that Goddess Ishtar is one beautiful Woman…but there is way more than that.

She is a smart Woman that easily understands your weaknesses and needs. Yes you’ve read it right: Needs. I was thinking about this while on cam with Her last night. She is not a Goddess playing just a part to get money, or acting as She doesn’t care about the slave in front of her. She will actually enslave you by giving you what you dream of (within her limits and rules of course): so if you are into nylon, feet and heels as i am… rest assured that every single minute you will spend with Her will be a dream come true for a fetishist of this kind.

And what she did last night was no exception: dressed in a beautiful piece of lingerie with matching stockings, high heels to die for and…her natural sex appeal. Those long hair, her beautiful face, the exciting look in her face. Everything was SO damn perfect that, as it always happens, i simply lost track of time and actually managed to close the session just because…She stopped it as she had to go somewhere else.

I had such a great time that decided to make a small video of it…hope you will enjoy it. But believe me…no recorded video can even get closer to the excitement of seeing her LIVE on cam.

 

Goddess Ishtar: The irresistible tease

Goddess Ishtar: The irresistible tease

Slaves are not all the same in my opinion, and i believe the greatest Goddesses out there are those that understand their slaves more than the slaves understand themselves.

Goddess Ishtar is one of them

By following her on socials (twitter mainly), i know for sure that She is not the same with everyone…but for everyone that dares to see her once, she becomes deadly addictive and irresistible.

With me she understood in a matter of seconds (i swear) what drives me crazy and what makes me completely lose connection with reality and…with my brain (and that’s when She can make me pay any amount She wants).
For me it’s the teasing, it’s the use of nylons, of looks, of high heels, of shoeplay… it’s that kind of display that completely drives me nuts and takes my breath away. She totally knows that…and even if i’m seeing her since ages now, She always leaves me breathless and with my mouth open…not mentioning my wallet. Each time She allows me to see her in webcam (here), i end up spending a huge amount of money.

This video is a short sample of how beautiful and attractive She is…and how amazing her teasing is.

As i wrote on YouTube though, and as i always say… do NOT go into her videochat unless you are prepared to completely lose your mind and spend a fortune. You’ve been warned.

Why camgirls are so hated in the BDSM community

Why camgirls are so hated in the BDSM community

haters

Recently i had quite a few discussions about this, and i still can’t understand all this hate. Some people in the BDSM world (both slaves AND Goddesses) simply… hate camgirls being findoms. They call them cheapfakes, prostitutes…and many many bad words more. They say a Findom Goddess should NEVER ever use her body to attract a slave, that She can’t be called a Goddess because it’s just a job for her, that she’s there in front of everyone doing everything slaves ask her to do.

To me, this is just total IGNORANCE of what a Findom Goddess in cam really does and, moreover, a way to cover the fact that they don’t do cams because they simply can’t….they need photoshop to look good.

As you all know, i’ve always served in cam…and there is just one simple reason: beauty makes me weak…and a webcam doesn’t lie (till a certain extent). You can’t post fake pictures, you can’t edit your image with Photoshop. It’s You, Your beauty, Your attitude…in front of me, in real time.

And that’s why i don’t think this is for everyone: the web is full of “cam findomme wannabe”, girls that i can probably visit once, maybe twice…then just stop forever even considering visiting them…because they don’t have “that something”.

And that’s probably why many “non cam Goddesses” hate Goddesses like OneGreatDivaAlexya, Ishtar or  MsClassy (to name a few that built their EMPIRE through cams): they know it’s impossible for them to be as gorgeous, as irresistible, as naturally dominant…so they prefer to hate them and say nasty things about them.

What do you think?

I look at these pictures…and stop thinking

I look at these pictures…and stop thinking

Sometimes… all i want is to stop thinking…and let the power of these Goddesses reduce me more or less like a zombie, unable to do anything else but submit and surrender… that’s what being a slave is like: you have a normal life, you have brain too…but then… you look at one of these pictures and something in your brain just… snaps.

And you stop thinking.

And then, as a thunder, Goddess Ishtar reminded me Her power

And then, as a thunder, Goddess Ishtar reminded me Her power

It’s Valentine today… and a good husband should be thinking only about his wife… but the thing is…i’m sick, and therefore i didn’t go to work. So i was home this morning…wife away for a couple of hours…and i saw… Goddess Ishtar online.

The temptation was too high…and i asked Her if i could go and see her… “for a bit” i said. Obviously, nothing stops until She says so… therefore we spent 1 hour together…she took about 300$ from me… and also took my brain with Her.

She was MAGNIFICIENT. Her teasing was too much to handle, Her orders were firm and at the right time…She was wearing a short (way short) red dress, tan pantyhose with NO panties and some of the most beautiful shoes i’ve ever seen. Black shiny peep toeswith a spike red heel…. i was like a zombie the whole time.

She kept teasing me more and more, driving me more and more crazy each minute…and always ordered me to stop rubbing my cock at the right time….then… my wife called me… Goddess Ishtar saw me talking to her on the phone… and i had to run….wife needed to meet me for something.

Usually i would have run away immediatly….but Goddess Ishtar told me “wait untill i say you can go”….and so i did. I didn’t care if my wife was waiting, i know Goddess Ishtar would have let me go in time…but i had to follow Her orders.

And so She did. She let me go after a short while…made me promise to don’t cum without Her permission (i didn’t manage to!)…and i left.

I am here, writing this article, and i still have Her strongly into my mind, very deep, very strong. Even when i met my wife i was like in trance….didn’t even act normally…she even told me “what’s wrong?”…

Yes, Goddess Ishtar today reminded me of Her power, Her huge power…and i want to end this article with a warning: don’t visit Her unless You are ready to face Her power….make your choice: this is her chatroom

Writing and spending (a bit) less

Writing and spending (a bit) less

It always amazes me when people contact me on Twitter like David did the other day:

He was indeed right. I didn’t write as much as i used to do recently and, moreover, it has been nearly three months since i last updated the page where i keep track of the money i spend on my Financial Domination Fetish….which i did 5 minutes ago.

The result? I’m spending less than last year, even if still way more than 1,000$ per month. I still remember what i wrote in my first post here:

“A maximum of 500$ for the entire year”

Yeah right…talk about a complete failure. But…is it? Is it a complete failure or, maybe, just an understanding of something that is and will always be a part of me? This is most probably close to the truth even if, i have to say, that scares me especially considering that, lately, i have been thinking a bit more seriously about meeting Goddess Ishtar… and that scares me. Even the fact that i’m thinking seriously IF i could do it makes me shake… looks like… i’m going deeper and deeper into this fetish of mine.