Did i really resist?
Looks like tonight i managed to resist Miss Olivia request to pay…but now i wander…was it me that resisted, or did She just let me, perhaps because She couldn’t be bothered to try harder? I don’t know…all i know is that She was dressed to kill (as you can see) and that i was really in some sort of hypnosis but… i managed to say “no”.
Am i really coming out of this? I doubt it… i think She just didn’t want to waste lots of time…or maybe She just wants to see how long it will take me to try to see Her again…and probably when i’ll do…she’ll strike. I don’t know…i keep having doubts, even when things goes right like tonight…i’m confused.
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I’ve had this happen a bunch of times. The annoying thing is that only part of me feels relieved and strengthened, the other (obedient) part feels useless and just plain bad. Usually that part is the strongest, I guess that is why I obey more often than not.
I didn’t feel bad at all…and even today i don’t feel like i didn’t do what i was supposed to…but the thing is that i think..She didn’t really want me to obey… i still feel She’s in charge of the situation…
well maybe you are getting out of it? once you get a taste of freedom, what will you do?
If i get out of it and don’t feel any need to start again…i’ll be fine…otherwise i will come back as i was (or even worst) quite soon i guess..
the best way for me to break free is to “follow” all of the financial dommes on twitter. Seriously, it broke the spell. I saw them for who they really were, as people, from their daily thoughts to their incessant and inane blabbering on about some new sandwich at McDonalds or what have you. Its very sobering and was the best tonic for me. When I think about giving them my money, i open my twitter account and see that, oh Miss so and so has lost her cell phone again… the fantasy disappears like gossamer and I wretch and the thought of ever giving them a dime again. Try it, if it works, great, if not, try something else.
The power of One Great Diva is unbelievable, she doesn’t need to do anything, she only need so say “Pay”… and it happens… It Happened yesterday for me too… I tried to escape as she wanted more and more, but How long can i resist???
I know…She is great… i don’t know how long we can resist…i’m starting to feel there is no escape…
I’d like to pay Her while she is off-line… damn
I’m sure if you tell Her next time you see Her…she’ll agree…
Of course, she is greedy, she will enjoy finding ppal mails telling her loser paid while she was away…
from the looks of your current status for March, i would say you have got this whole thing under control…
Maybe… but it’s updated at 9th of March… i’ll update it soon and see what’s the situation…i get the feeling that there is an improvement anyway…but it’s not under control…
Updated it now….it’s going better than last year…but not too much…
For fuck sake , this is just hilarious , boys !
As for armpitcashloser , soon you will wake up in the middle of the night , all sweaty after having a dream about me rapping your wallet , you will log in you paypal account and you will send it all to me. in the morning you`ll think it was just a dream and you`ll go back to work . NOW WORK FOR ME !
Oh God… so so so honoured that You decided to write on my blog as well… thank you SO much… makes me…shake actually…
[...] expected this could happen…but it did. One Great Diva decided to come here on my blog, and posted a comment on one of the [...]
OneGreatDiva REALLY enters a paypigs mind. I have only spoken to her once, briefly, so I haven’t had much of that taste (probably luckily so) but with every word she says you feeeeel that she’s right there, in your mind, rearranging, using…and it sparks shivers as she does.
And immediately you want to feel that again, and again.
you made my day , pets ! and this wasnt a post about me , but it turned so… Its all about ME !
Miss OLivia,
To me This is the ultimate CashDiva online…i used to be a pet back in Her early days at Her first steps, when she introduced me to the World of real mental submission…She kept draining me for months until i managed to escape for a couple of months.
This were really tough months and i kept thinking of Her and visiting Her Blog all the time…i then took the courage to talk to Her…she ignored Me…i begged…she ignored Me…i PAYED…she ignored Me. That was it, from that moment onwards i hit a real low, i really needed Her so deperately and i lost my mind paying even more and literally begging on the Floor in front of Her on cam in order to accept me…Did she accept me? i dont know…
For the moment she just MINDFUCKS me
Where can i find Miss Olivia’s Blog?
I don’t think it’s appropriate for Us to give you the link unless She wants it. So you better Ask Her when She’s online…. here
i think it would be good idea to give him the address of the blog. Miss Olivia mindfucked me several times. if we publish the blog address, SHE will rape his wallet. i think it is our duty not only to serve these perfect seducing girls, the masters of teasing and mindfucking, but try to push as many slaves as we can right into their sexy wallet raping trap.
Damn… you know how to scare someone… but don’t be afraid, i’m not planning to go into her room, where she can catch me, i just wanted to have a look into her blog, to read more what this all is about… i’m just curious, but i will be careful =)
i told myself a lot of times i just have a look into HER blog… i started to read it, watch HER teasing pictures, and i found myself helplessly entering HER videochat. so once you start to read HER blog, you are addicted…
She knows about this blog, if She wants to give him the link, She’ll do it. I don’t think we have any duty like that.
it really goes that fast?? Seriously? just by reading an internet page? it’s hard to believe… i’m not into that money-slavery thing… i just wanted to have a short look at her legs, i thinks she’s georgous…
you will become addicted to HER legs, first just a short look, and one more short look, and one more, more, more. and you will find yourself helplessly spending all your money to worship HER perfect body. don’t think if you do it one time, you will be able to stop, you will be totally mesmerized, you will go totally crazy and crave for more and more and more.